Life of Bjoernar

You know, when I got putted out for being in a committee, I did not realize what it would mean to others. Yes, I saw a lot of drunk underage teenagers without knowledge to control them self. But the most important thing is that I saw two of my best friends there; Sofia and Lisa. Now, I'm gonna be straight with you. Sofia told me to write about her, so this is sorta why I'm bringing this up. But there is something else. Something really important about the fact that Sofia and Lisa are two of the best friends I got out of town. 

Listen. Every time when they ask if I wanna do something with them (don't get me wrong), I reject that claiming that I'm sick and so on. Sometimes I've actually been ill, but is some of the illness caused by being nervous? I'm the kind of guy that takes a doubt for a reason to deny. Now, what I mean is that I get the feeling of not wanting to. I realized today that I actually want to hang out with them. I don't see them a lot (which I will when I move; trust me), so it's even more important to use the chances I got and stop being such a baby. God. It's not them, it's me; that in this case is NOT a cliché. I don't know why I do this, but it gotta end now!

How can I reject two awesome girls like them? How? It's stupid. Right now, they're the best friends I got. Now, don't get to upset, cause I got some other best friends. Anyway, those girls are some of the greatest humans I know. Who can deny such kindness and hotness? Obviously, I can. But that ends now! The reason why I'm telling this is; don't get into the same mistakes I did. When you feel like not wanting to, do it. You'll love it. After spending some time with them today, I'm happy that I actually got out of my bed. Our mind is so twisted; untwist it! See the reality of your life. Your friends means the most to you (almost, it depends of what you're combining it with). Don't do like me by risking a loss of friendship. It's just unbelievable that they still like me. Thank whoever it is to thank for this great opportunity. I'm not Christian, so I won't thank God. But I'll tell you this; there is someone to thank. I know it. Despite that I'm living at the most boring place on the planet, I'm really glad to be living the life I am. If I hadn't got those kinds of friends I got, then I'll be devastated. 

Friendship. Huh. That really is a topic that comes out a lot. Why? Easy; they are your surroundings. You think you were surrounded by cars, noise, nature and so on? No. Most of your surroundings are your friends. Don't waste them. Don't fall into a black hole containing nothing. I love my friends. I'm thankful for having them. :-)

Well, since it's 3 AM here, I'm gonna stop. Sorry...

I'll see you later!

I was actually writing a lot, but I erased it because a couple of things changed pretty fast. So I wanna start by apologizing about yesterdays blog post. It was short and lame, but today I'm back. So I'm gonna take out the parts of the day that sucked just so I can get my positive energy; that's what I do. Today I did my first exam out of five. I think it went well. After all, I were the second last person leaving the examination room. That verifies two thing; slow writer and slow...dude... lol. So I don't think I did too bad. 

I've also been told that I don't have to show up on the "committee meeting" about some sort of an event. It just based on some band playing, some people dancing and underage kids drinking on the outside. I'm suppose to be in a committee for whatever they need. I don't know, at least I'm not gonna drink. Oh, I didn't say that I don't drink? Too bad, because now you know and I'm proud of it! Non-alcoholic, non-smoker, non-junkie; That's the way to live my life. I'm not paying anyone for wasting my life. So, after a short speech about me being clean as a whistle, it's time to change subject. Why do they say clean as a whistle? When you use a whistle, it's gonna be dirty inside it. Nah, whatever.

Anyway, I've been thinking a little about my future. I really wonder how it would be to work the advertising business. I really love working with video and photo, so why not try making advertisement like commercials, banners, whatever? I don't know really, but I'm just throwing some ideas. I've been throwing a lot of ideas upon the years. I've been thinking about being a musician, cook, ambulance driver etc. None of these jobs seems like my future right now, but it's great to throw the though. I was gonna ask a question, but it's no point. You won't answer it. If you wanna convince me, tell me: How are you doing today? Prove me wrong.

OMG, I'm watching Bones. This episode they are performing at a circus, when Booth are throwing knifes towards Dr. Brennan. I was really nervous that he was gonna miss the targets and hit Dr. Brennan. The worst moment was when he was gonna throw a knife on a target on Dr. Brennan's nose. I don't know how people build up the excitement, but I would love to know. You know, this is relevant for the TV and commercial business. That's kinda why I want to know. Also, I think my videos could need some tips and tricks. I promise you that I'll upload some of my videos soon. I've made a couple, but I don't think they are good enough to be online. Do you have any great tips you want to share? Then leave a comment, if you dare. :-)

Do you think this blog has been poor? Don't worry, tomorrow will be a long blog. In addition, I'll be reviewing a film. I won't tell you which, because you need to stay tuned to find out. So I'll see you later!