Life of Bjoernar

You know, when I got putted out for being in a committee, I did not realize what it would mean to others. Yes, I saw a lot of drunk underage teenagers without knowledge to control them self. But the most important thing is that I saw two of my best friends there; Sofia and Lisa. Now, I'm gonna be straight with you. Sofia told me to write about her, so this is sorta why I'm bringing this up. But there is something else. Something really important about the fact that Sofia and Lisa are two of the best friends I got out of town. 

Listen. Every time when they ask if I wanna do something with them (don't get me wrong), I reject that claiming that I'm sick and so on. Sometimes I've actually been ill, but is some of the illness caused by being nervous? I'm the kind of guy that takes a doubt for a reason to deny. Now, what I mean is that I get the feeling of not wanting to. I realized today that I actually want to hang out with them. I don't see them a lot (which I will when I move; trust me), so it's even more important to use the chances I got and stop being such a baby. God. It's not them, it's me; that in this case is NOT a cliché. I don't know why I do this, but it gotta end now!

How can I reject two awesome girls like them? How? It's stupid. Right now, they're the best friends I got. Now, don't get to upset, cause I got some other best friends. Anyway, those girls are some of the greatest humans I know. Who can deny such kindness and hotness? Obviously, I can. But that ends now! The reason why I'm telling this is; don't get into the same mistakes I did. When you feel like not wanting to, do it. You'll love it. After spending some time with them today, I'm happy that I actually got out of my bed. Our mind is so twisted; untwist it! See the reality of your life. Your friends means the most to you (almost, it depends of what you're combining it with). Don't do like me by risking a loss of friendship. It's just unbelievable that they still like me. Thank whoever it is to thank for this great opportunity. I'm not Christian, so I won't thank God. But I'll tell you this; there is someone to thank. I know it. Despite that I'm living at the most boring place on the planet, I'm really glad to be living the life I am. If I hadn't got those kinds of friends I got, then I'll be devastated. 

Friendship. Huh. That really is a topic that comes out a lot. Why? Easy; they are your surroundings. You think you were surrounded by cars, noise, nature and so on? No. Most of your surroundings are your friends. Don't waste them. Don't fall into a black hole containing nothing. I love my friends. I'm thankful for having them. :-)

Well, since it's 3 AM here, I'm gonna stop. Sorry...

I'll see you later!