Life of Bjoernar

Hi!

Sorry for not blogging in three days, but a lot has been up. Internet disappeared, dogsledding world championship and stress. Yes, that’s three weird reasons why I haven’t have time to blog. I just hate when the internet disappears. The dogsledding world championship weren’t very exciting, to be honest, but that’s just me. Stress is lame, enough said. So there you go.

I’ve been stressed out today as well. I’m afraid that my presentation I’m gonna have next week is gonna fail. I have a doubt that my content isn’t enough/good enough. Dislike. But I’ve tried to chill out a bit today. I’ve played some online games (in other words; waisted my life), watching the TV and eaten some sort of a traditional Swedish «dinner-cake» dish... yeah. It tasted pretty good though. The most impressive part about the cake, is that my dad baked it. It’s a large «cake» covered in slices of lemon, shrimps, salmon +++. It’s actually quite good. It’s not a sweet taste. It’s something you could eat for a dinner/lunch at a café or something. It’s good. I’m gonna try some more later.

I reed a «Facebook-like» today, and it made me realize how stupid racism is. I’ve always thought racism is stupid, but today it made racism look even more idiotic.

It said:

«Your car is Japanese. Your Vodka is Russian. Your pizza is Italian. Your kebab is Turkish. Your democracy is Greek. Your coffee is Brazilian. Your movies are American. Your Beers are German. Your shirt is Indian. Your oil is Saudi Arabian. Your electronics are Chinese. Your numbers -Arabic, your letters -Latin. And you complain that your neighbor is an immigrant? Pull yourself together! like if you're against racism.»


That is soooo true. There’s no point of being racist when everything you do, use +++ is from another country. The racists may try to make up their own numbers, letter, dishes and ways to get around. The racists are basically hating themselves. I’m against racism. It’s like I gotta say: «Sorry that people live in the world» and «sorry that your country doesn’t invent everything». Lame, huh? No one is better than others. People are people. Let them be that. 


OMG... I made this blog and forgot to blog it on Saturday. Now it’s Sunday 12.12 AM. Lol. Well, talk to you later.
  

Hi guys!

I didn't blog yesterday because I was to sick to do so, which clearly result to something bad. I just understand. When you're sick and can't go to work, why are they saying that your staying home only to skip work? I have to stay home today because I'm sick. They say I'm staying home to skip work. That's so false. I have a presentation today and I can see how that makes me look, but seriously; I'm sick and it isn't my fault. When my colleges are sick, they think they are sick when their not. When I'm sick, then it suddenly is a try to skip work. What is that, some kind of racism or something? I'm one of those who actually care about my work, and then I'm the one who just skips it?! I don't think so. Those who don't care has a bigger reason to stay home besides being sick. I'm sick and horrified that I can't do the presentation today, but still I'm told that I'm skipping it because I don't want to go and work today. That annoys me. You obviously can't expect anything else then that. This is how the community has turned out to be, unfortunately. So today I've been home doing nothing than trying to get well. There is a reason why it's called "get well soon", isn't it? 

Have you ever felt "disgusting" when something isn't what I should be? I know it sounds weird, but what I mean is: do you annoy yourself over things that isn't done, look good or anything like it? For instance, if your room is messy, and it should be clean, you feel like you've been working and gotten dirty. Do you every feel that way? I know it's a weird question to ask, but I'm experiencing it. When something isn't right like not doing my hair, cleaned my room or something I feel dirty. Like, really really dirty. I don't know why. That's why I'm so upsests with getting things done when I should so I don't have to have that feeling. It can just be by not putting hairgel in my hair after showering. I don't know what's wrong with me, but if others of you also feel this way - let me know. I hate being such a weirdo. I swear, I can go around for months annoying myself by thinking of those things I should do. Working out more often is one of them. There is just some things that we need to do to let it go. Therefore it's wise to organize the days so you make sure you'll get it done. If not you'll be thinking about it for a while. That's the way it works.

*sight*... that video blog. It annoyes me that I havent't got it started yet. Why is it going this slow? You know what, this weekend is going to be about doing whatever it takes to make the video blog started. I can't wait anymore. I have really big ambitions about it, and I want to accomplish it. For that reason, I'm going to rehears my accent, my speaking and plan whatever's needed for the video blog THIS WEEKEND! I have to do it really soon. I'm so unpatient. If someone knows some really good tips and tricks for getting started, let me know. I'll do (almost) anything to make the video blog starting soon. I wish I had more English speaking friends. If I had, I could Skype them. That way I can rehears my accent and speaking to a camera. I need to get some more friends.

There you go. This is what annoys me, and can annoy me for a long period of time. The video blogging annoys me. I really want to start, but there is something in the way of accomplishing it. The easiest way to make this annoying feeling disappear, is by doing what your suppose to do. Try accomplishing your goals and what you need to do so you don't have to think about it anymore. So that's what I'm going to do this weekend; getting closer to accomplishing what I want.

Well, that's what today is all about. Therefore this is the end of this blog.

I'll see you later!