Life of Bjoernar

Hey guys.

I can really feel the weekend coming. Unfortunately, I have a feeling that there’s gonna be a lot of work to do. That’s what I do these days. A lot of my time goes into work, because I’m getting anxious when not doing it. Well, this lasts for another 5 weeks. I’ll survive, I guess. Today is a day of mystery. There are a lot of things I need to confirm, about the work I do. Some tasks I’m not sure when it’s gonna be done.

I didn’t get to write much today, but I’ve had a OK day. I promise to write more tomorrow when I’m gonna try to have some time off. The work is non-stoping. I gotta calm down. Anyway, I snapped a now photo to my dailybooth, so go check it out right here --> o.O <---.

Haha, love my smiley? :)

Hey you all!

This day has been good and bad at the same time. Today I’ve realized how arrogant it’s possible to become, and how annoyed it’s possible to get. Trust me, people can make fun of you when they’re winning. That’s arrogant and annoying. Well, it’s not my life. It’s your own fault that I don’t like you. I’m the boss of my own life. Make fun of me if you like, but I won’t like you any more for that reason. Remember this; you’re also far from perfect. A little moment of payback right there. :-)

You guys have no idea how much I’m looking forward to move. I want a little more independence than I got right now. The liberty I need isn’t here. I need some other place to live to find the independence and freedom I need. Although I’m taking care of myself now, I want to have more responsibility. I want to be able to go out for a movie without checking if it’s alright.

I also think the social environment is very different from where I’m living right now. I hope it is, really. I don’t like how the social environment is where I live right now. There are always someone who wants to bother another. Everybody knows everybody and there isn’t a lot of privacy when something happens. I don’t like that. I don’t need to know everybody who’s driving by. I don’t need other people to care about every thing I do.

The place I’m moving to is a place where everybody don’t know everybody. The entire city doesn’t know about my private stuffs. I just wanna be another person on the sidewalk. That’s why I love the city as much as I do. I can’t wait!! :-D

Hope you got a little peek of my day today. :-)

Hey guys!

I just finished the last touches of the application that’s gonna make me move away from here. Finally I can feel it happen for real. It’s only 7 weeks of hard work before I can look forward to moving. I can’t wait. I’ve been looking forward to this moment for way too long.

I got a little late at blogging today because I’ve worked all day. Therefore you must apologize the length of this blog. It’s the final day of February, so I guess I’ll be blogging harder the next month. This month I’ve gotten some large numbers of viewers I don’t know where comes from. It doesn’t make any sense. It don’t seem like the numbers increases the views of the blogposts, but it says that the number has increased. Obviously, this month has been the most viewed month of my blog. I can’t believe it. Where do you guys come from?

Well, that’s a short update of my day. Enjoy yours. :D

Hi everyone!

It’s extremely good to have some time off! It’s finally vacation. I’ve been waiting for this vacation for a while now, and I gotta say: the first day of vacation is awesome. The sun is shining, my coffee tastes great, I slept long... could it get better than this?

I’ve been seeing a commercial about this new «western» movie called True Grit. I want to see that. It seems very, very exciting. The premiere were yesterday, but I was too far away from a theater so I couldn’t see it. Has anyone seen the movie yet? Is it awesome? I haven’t watched any western movies before, mainly because it doesn’t seem exciting enough. This movie, though, caught my attention at once. There are a lot of movies I wanna see, but it’s too bad that I live too far away from a theater.

Have you even watched everyones status change, photos, videos or game achievements on Facebook? Do you do that? I bet you don’t. Do you know what I suggest you to do? I suggest you make a friend list of those you actually «cares» about (which means, who you want to comment +++). When you’ve done that, go to the home page and edit the settings on «most recent». I’ll promise you that Facebook is better to use when there are statuses, photos, videos +++ that you care about. I’ve been watching all of those updates I give a crap about. Now I’m only watching those I care about. Clever, eh? :D

The voice of Viasat Explorer creeps me out. I’m tired of his voice. It’s dark, it’s familiar and I’m so tired of listen to it every time it’s commercial. No, I don’t watch it. My dad does, but it’s in the background and it creeps me out. I’m not denying my dad to watch Viasat Explorer, but the voice in the commercial and the channel itself makes me sick. It’s just an opinion.

Haha, I guess someone doesn’t take their vacation just yet. Someone I work with asked about an assignment that had to be done by Friday. I’m not gonna stress myself with work in my vacation yet. I’m gonna hold it back for a while so I actually can take some time to relax. But good luck to those who wants to think about work, I’m not denying that ;-). Just remember to chill a little bit as well. ;-)

OMG, where are the conversation topics?! I’m seriously trying to make a conversation, but what is it to talk about? So far we’re only send hearts. Where is the topics?! I don’t understand. With other people, a conversation topic comes at once. With this chic, there are no subjects what so ever. Haha, she and I got some screws loose. :D

You know, poking is kinda boring. Why are we poking each other on Facebook? It’s only a proof of the lack of hobbies. I’m not gonna poke back all of those who pokes me. It’s a waste of lifetime. People are like: «Oh, a poke! I gotta poke back». It never stops, and we waste our lives on the damn poke button. I guess people are to desperate about winning the poke war. I’m telling you this right away; you never win the poke war against me. I’m like the master ninja army of ambushing.... like that made sense. Stop trying, I’m owning you all anyway. I’m just making a great tactic. That’s why I don’t re-poke you at once. You can’t deny this pokerface. :D

I’m freezing, I need a blanket, so I’m seeing you later. :-D
 

Hey you guys!

What’s going on? This day has been kinda bad and kinda good at the same time. The bad thing is that I’ve been ill all day. I thought I was gonna puke several times today, but luckily I wasn’t. I tried to go to the club once, and it worked out kinda great. I didn’t feel so ill now. Tomorrow I’m doing my presentation - FINALLY! God I’ve waited for a long time.

I obviously got influence on a girl I know. She reed my blog and wanted to do a blog herself. I’m awesome, damn. I’ll promote her page as soon as she gets going with it. I’m not promoting someone who’s not into blogging. The blogger gotta have passion for the blogging. Not just blogging to get noticed. Lol. I don’t. I’m just writing because it’s the best way to think. I think better when I write than if I’m just thinking.

I met a writer today, who write books. No shit? Anyway, she was kinda cool. She told me that she were playing World of Warcraft. I’ve never met a 50-year old writer playing World of Warcraft. Lol. It was kinda fun to meet her.

OMG, the nerves for the presentation kicks in now. Why now? OMG. The presentation could be done any other time of the week, and the nerves also could have come earlier. What the heck? It doesn’t make sense. Did I always know that the presentation was going to be tomorrow?  I usually don’ believe this kind of deja vu, but maybe it does. I don’t like this. But I got some ways to calm down the nerves. Do you wanna know? Well, you don’t actually have any choice. :-)

I’m sure there is a lot of good tips about calming your nerves, but there are some simple things that’s easy to accomplish. First step is to breath slowly. When your nervous, you might be breathing pretty fast. Try slowing down on your breathing. Inhale a while, hold, and exhale slowly. That’s the basic tip. You also have methods like listening to relaxing music, count slowly to ten, sleep and have some fun. What you wanna do is to remove all thought about what’s making you anxious. Try thinking of something else, and by doing what I said will make you think about something else.

I’m really nervous for the presentation tomorrow. What I’m gonna do is to sleep, reduce amount of coffee (that’s gonna be a hard one), listen to some relaxing music, breath slowly and count to ten. Well, I can’t guarantee the anxiousness to disappear, but it’s gonna help you. Trust me. This doesn’t only counts when being stressed out or anxious. We all need to calm down a little, even if we’re extremely calm. You can always be calmer and more relaxed.

I gotta go right now, but I hope you enjoyed todays blog. Take it easy (got it?). :D

Hey hey!

What’s up?! Good, I’m not stabilized today. Lol. I’m all about the holidays now. I got vacation in 2 weeks, hurray! I got almost no assignments to do beside the two presentations. But that just a piece of a cheesecake. You don’t want that cheesecake to be large. Lol. I’m hyperactive while I’m reading for the presentation tomorrow. Music and work doesn’t collide. OMG, you should have seen my face right now. I though the bass fell down, and it was only a folder. OMG my heart just hit the wall. Lol.

OMG I just found the greatest jacket and hat of all time. I fell completely for it. I’m pretty careful about choosing clothing, but this one rocks. Here it is. David Beckham is a genius! Baby I like it! OMG I’m so lame. :-)

Love is confusing guys. Just admit it. Some days your like a girl a lot, some days you get the feeling that you shouldn’t talk to her at all. Lol. I don’t know the causes, but what I know is that some days shouldn’t affect what you mean. The girl I like is awesome, and if somedays sucks, then don’t think about it. You should only care when it’s frequently. Bjørnar, the next answering machine of love. Lol. :D

Hey you... SMILE!!!

I got a meeting tomorrow with a woman who’s gonna help me with my future. I hope it’s gonna go well. I don’t wanna waste my future on something horrible. Those meeting are important, duh? :D

Sorry, I’m hyperactie. :-)

I don’t like blogger.com. It makes me look so amateurish. I gotta make my own webpage. By the way, I tried to figure out a vlog name: «Nerd Blurred!», «Nerd Preferred!», «First Grade Grenade» or «Raids with Shades». Random, yes, good? You decide. Let me know guys!!!

I’ll see you.... yeah, later. :)
  

Hey guys!

Today I’ve been devastated. I didn’t eat for 9 hours today, and I had to get home to do a lot of tasks later. OMG. That’s hard. I was suppose to go to a writing class today, but I couldn’t because I have too much to do. I kinda suffers a lot for my future. I don’t play guitar, I don’t play games, I don’t watch TV... My future obviously means a lot to me.

I might have a presentation tomorrow. Therefore I’ve had a lot of pressure today for the presentation. I wanna do well, even though I don’t have a good feeling about it. I don’t feel nervous though.

God, I need a break...

I gotta tell you something. Love is a confusing thing. Sometimes it’s easy to understand, sometimes it’s not. Sometimes you wonder if the girl/guy likes you (in my case, girl... I’m not gay.), and sometimes you don’t. What I’m trying to say is that it’s confusing some days. It’s as confusing as it is to explain it, that’s the thing. When you like someone, you wonder somedays if she doesn’t like you when she does. I’ve experienced that a lot. Sometimes it’s been nothing but a mistake, but there is times when it’s for real. Sometimes you like someone who doesn’t like you. When that happens, you try too much. Been there, done that. Sometimes you take a joke literally, which means that offensive words that’s meant for a joke makes it serious. Been there, done that. That’s the most confusing part of love.

I’m too young to know what real love is. I know people that’s younger than me, and still say that they know what love is. It’s hard to believe, but if that’s what they believe then I won’t ruin that. It’s probably just me. If I want a relationship, I want a serious one. Not some crazy internet thing that lasts for a week or that’s far from serious. I’ve tried internet relationships, and it’s hard to keep a good relationship out of that. I’m not gonna do that again. Internet relationships = never again. It’s fine to meat someone only and then fall in love OUTSIDE of the internet, but I can’t base my love through internet. Not anymore.

By the way; I wanna give the girl I like the honor of being in my blog today. You’re great, and you know who you are. :-)

That’s it for today, take care - don’t be care. :-)

Hi. I'm sorry for not blogging since Sunday. I've had a lot to do. It's hard to blog every single day, but I promise to blog more. If only my video blog could be up and going, then it would be better. I'm gonna try making an introduction video this weekend perhaps, and start on Monday. I can't write long blog posts every single day. Hope you'll understand.

Anyway, as I said, it's been a lot to do these days. I got a lot of tasks that needs to be done, and I don't have any time off at all. But that's life.

Lol, I just reed on Facebook:

2010: "Lol, JK"
2011: "OH NO, hold my.."
2012: Some joke about being alive

Haha, I literally laughed my ass off. That's so true. Lol.

I tries boxing/kickboxing today. It was fun. I really want to sign up for kickboxing or something. It's extremely fun, it's interesting and it's a great way to work out. I wanna sign up, now. I'm signed up for weightlifting at a gym, but it's not as fun and motivating as kickboxing/boxing. I've tried martial arts before, but I didn't get very good at it. This is caused by not being at practices at all time. That's when I was younger. If I could try boxing/kickboxing, then yay! I've tried different sports like soccer, martial arts, weightlifting and some other things, but nothing is more fun than boxing. That's my opinion.

Unfortunately, it's a long way to closest gym for boxing/kickboxing. When you live at the place I do, it's a long way to everything. It's a long drive for clothes, decent food, activities +++. It's annoying. Luckily, I'm going to move close to these "treasures". I can't wait till I move. My mom and my grandma is helping me finding a new apartment that's pretty central to what I need. I hope it's gonna be greater than living here. Lol. Besides the nature, it's crap. :)

Well, I guess this is it for today. Sorry that you've been waiting so long. I hope it's gonna be better in February. See ya!

Hi!

Sorry for not blogging yesterday, but I was editing the commercial. I got my Macbook the day before yesterday, and I love it! It's the greatest thing I've ever touched. I love the entire computer, and I can't say how much I admire it. I love Macbook! Right now, my brothers here. Yay. It's a long time he's been home. It's great to have him here.

By the way, today I bought some food you just put in the microwave and eat. The one I bought was actually pretty good. I was surprised. Normally, it tastes like crap. This time it tasted great. I've underestimated "pre-done food". Some of it tastes really, really good. Amazing, that's the word.

I got the results from my exams today. I did pretty well. I just need to work a little more if I'm gonna accomplish what I'm suppose to do. I'm really motivated to do it well this last 6 months before moving. I'm gonna work hard everyday, and do whatever it takes to accomplish my goals. I think it would be better to video blog in that case, so I got more content. I seriously don't know what to write everyday, so I think video blogging would do it.

That's my day... yeah. You see? I got no content at all.I gotta start video blogging, for sure!

Hi guys!

I didn't blog yesterday because I was to sick to do so, which clearly result to something bad. I just understand. When you're sick and can't go to work, why are they saying that your staying home only to skip work? I have to stay home today because I'm sick. They say I'm staying home to skip work. That's so false. I have a presentation today and I can see how that makes me look, but seriously; I'm sick and it isn't my fault. When my colleges are sick, they think they are sick when their not. When I'm sick, then it suddenly is a try to skip work. What is that, some kind of racism or something? I'm one of those who actually care about my work, and then I'm the one who just skips it?! I don't think so. Those who don't care has a bigger reason to stay home besides being sick. I'm sick and horrified that I can't do the presentation today, but still I'm told that I'm skipping it because I don't want to go and work today. That annoys me. You obviously can't expect anything else then that. This is how the community has turned out to be, unfortunately. So today I've been home doing nothing than trying to get well. There is a reason why it's called "get well soon", isn't it? 

Have you ever felt "disgusting" when something isn't what I should be? I know it sounds weird, but what I mean is: do you annoy yourself over things that isn't done, look good or anything like it? For instance, if your room is messy, and it should be clean, you feel like you've been working and gotten dirty. Do you every feel that way? I know it's a weird question to ask, but I'm experiencing it. When something isn't right like not doing my hair, cleaned my room or something I feel dirty. Like, really really dirty. I don't know why. That's why I'm so upsests with getting things done when I should so I don't have to have that feeling. It can just be by not putting hairgel in my hair after showering. I don't know what's wrong with me, but if others of you also feel this way - let me know. I hate being such a weirdo. I swear, I can go around for months annoying myself by thinking of those things I should do. Working out more often is one of them. There is just some things that we need to do to let it go. Therefore it's wise to organize the days so you make sure you'll get it done. If not you'll be thinking about it for a while. That's the way it works.

*sight*... that video blog. It annoyes me that I havent't got it started yet. Why is it going this slow? You know what, this weekend is going to be about doing whatever it takes to make the video blog started. I can't wait anymore. I have really big ambitions about it, and I want to accomplish it. For that reason, I'm going to rehears my accent, my speaking and plan whatever's needed for the video blog THIS WEEKEND! I have to do it really soon. I'm so unpatient. If someone knows some really good tips and tricks for getting started, let me know. I'll do (almost) anything to make the video blog starting soon. I wish I had more English speaking friends. If I had, I could Skype them. That way I can rehears my accent and speaking to a camera. I need to get some more friends.

There you go. This is what annoys me, and can annoy me for a long period of time. The video blogging annoys me. I really want to start, but there is something in the way of accomplishing it. The easiest way to make this annoying feeling disappear, is by doing what your suppose to do. Try accomplishing your goals and what you need to do so you don't have to think about it anymore. So that's what I'm going to do this weekend; getting closer to accomplishing what I want.

Well, that's what today is all about. Therefore this is the end of this blog.

I'll see you later!