Life of Bjoernar

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Hi guys.

I gotta say: this is the worst vacation I’ve ever had. Nothing has been alright beside the trip to Sweden. I’m ill, I feel guilty, jealous, lousy... I could keep on all day; I’m not feeling great. First of all; I’m ill, and that makes the entire vacation bad. Then my brothers girlfriend lost everything on her external hard drive. That’s what I’m feeling guilty about. We attached the hard drive to the xbox to watch film, but it said that the hard drive was empty. I’m blaming myself. It’s probably my fault, it always is. I’m not gonna tell you what the other things are, but you get the clue of why this is the worst vacation EVER.

Usually, I would tell you what to do in these cases, but this time I’m not sure either. What I’m gonna do is write everything down. Write down what’s bothering you and how you feel when feeling this way. Then you provide it to someone you trust, like a parent, brother, shrink... whatever. That’s the only suggestion I can come up with right now if you ever feel the same.

Ah great... I had to deny my friend to come over.... ARGH!!! That’s it, I’m out off here...

Hi everyone!

It’s extremely good to have some time off! It’s finally vacation. I’ve been waiting for this vacation for a while now, and I gotta say: the first day of vacation is awesome. The sun is shining, my coffee tastes great, I slept long... could it get better than this?

I’ve been seeing a commercial about this new «western» movie called True Grit. I want to see that. It seems very, very exciting. The premiere were yesterday, but I was too far away from a theater so I couldn’t see it. Has anyone seen the movie yet? Is it awesome? I haven’t watched any western movies before, mainly because it doesn’t seem exciting enough. This movie, though, caught my attention at once. There are a lot of movies I wanna see, but it’s too bad that I live too far away from a theater.

Have you even watched everyones status change, photos, videos or game achievements on Facebook? Do you do that? I bet you don’t. Do you know what I suggest you to do? I suggest you make a friend list of those you actually «cares» about (which means, who you want to comment +++). When you’ve done that, go to the home page and edit the settings on «most recent». I’ll promise you that Facebook is better to use when there are statuses, photos, videos +++ that you care about. I’ve been watching all of those updates I give a crap about. Now I’m only watching those I care about. Clever, eh? :D

The voice of Viasat Explorer creeps me out. I’m tired of his voice. It’s dark, it’s familiar and I’m so tired of listen to it every time it’s commercial. No, I don’t watch it. My dad does, but it’s in the background and it creeps me out. I’m not denying my dad to watch Viasat Explorer, but the voice in the commercial and the channel itself makes me sick. It’s just an opinion.

Haha, I guess someone doesn’t take their vacation just yet. Someone I work with asked about an assignment that had to be done by Friday. I’m not gonna stress myself with work in my vacation yet. I’m gonna hold it back for a while so I actually can take some time to relax. But good luck to those who wants to think about work, I’m not denying that ;-). Just remember to chill a little bit as well. ;-)

OMG, where are the conversation topics?! I’m seriously trying to make a conversation, but what is it to talk about? So far we’re only send hearts. Where is the topics?! I don’t understand. With other people, a conversation topic comes at once. With this chic, there are no subjects what so ever. Haha, she and I got some screws loose. :D

You know, poking is kinda boring. Why are we poking each other on Facebook? It’s only a proof of the lack of hobbies. I’m not gonna poke back all of those who pokes me. It’s a waste of lifetime. People are like: «Oh, a poke! I gotta poke back». It never stops, and we waste our lives on the damn poke button. I guess people are to desperate about winning the poke war. I’m telling you this right away; you never win the poke war against me. I’m like the master ninja army of ambushing.... like that made sense. Stop trying, I’m owning you all anyway. I’m just making a great tactic. That’s why I don’t re-poke you at once. You can’t deny this pokerface. :D

I’m freezing, I need a blanket, so I’m seeing you later. :-D
 

Hi.

Sorry for not blogging yesterday, but I was working all night. However, the vacation is coming around. Finally I’m getting a week off. Even though I probably have to work a little bit during the vacation, the most important is that I’m getting time to relax.

OMG! Alli, as known in «Internet Killed Television»,  just pulled the most hilarious prank ever! Alli is enganged to Charles, which makes this prank even more hilarious. Alli pretends that the engagement ring fell down into the sink, which it doesn’t. Alli’s acting perfectly like it really happen. I suggest you check it out. The video preview obviously failed, so click here to see it.

In Norway and Sweden there is a «battle», which basically is about Norway and Sweden competing against each other in winter sports. I gotta make a statement about that «battle», or whatever you wanna call it. The Norwegians aren’t being good winners or losers. When Norway looses, they get pissed off and blames their health or whatever. When they win, they are bad winners. They’re like: Sweden sucks, haha, we won! Sweden is taking it easy when winning or loosing. That’s why I’m hoping for a Swedish victory.

Anyway, it’s vacation tomorrow for me. So what am I gonna do besides the work? I was considering a trip to the alpine center in Sweden, but I hope my friend Vilde comes. I haven’t seen her in a while, so I hope she’ll join along with Linn (which you remember from my last trip). The alpine center trip is hilarious. The first time we went to Sweden at the alpine center, Per Kristian broke his staff in the elevator. That’s one epic fail!

Well, that was a short update of today. See you later!
 

Hi guys!

OMG, it's so hard to blog sometimes. I don't have enough time to blog after my vacation ended. That we don't like. I should really get my video blog going, because then I can tape it, and then I got what I need to create a full blog. Then my blogs might be good actually, comparing this one. My blog posts has been extremely short these days, and that boughters me. If anyone of you got some good tips of getting started with a video blog, let me know. I really need help, now! Text blogging everyday is harder than I realized, but I got to get myself into challanges to learn. I'm learning a lot from this. It's not easy to do a blog every single day, and sometimes you just feel the pressure coming towards you. I guess I think that you expect a blog post every day. After all, it was named "my everyday blog" until I change the name for various reasons. Anyway, I hope to get some respons from you. No one of you ever talk...

So today is based on working MAO and nothing else. I've been working from 9 AM to just resently. That's how much I care about succeeding. Did I spell that right? God, it's hard to be sure without a translator when you're not English. What the heck, you understand anyway. back to topic, I gotta make a presentation tomorrow and I think I'm ready to do it with glare. When I'm going to have presentations, I really focus hard to make them great so it's not gonna put me into a mess. Get a task, do it right and get out of there with a smile and a feeling of success. That's the way it's done. Luckily, it isn't a very long presentation. But a presentation is a presentation; it has to be good at anytime, any cost.

Speaking of costs, I'm really looking forward to try out my Macbook Pro. I hope it's arriving soon. What bouthers me a lot is that the mail is so slow. We don't get what we order until a long time afterwards. WHy can't they keep their promises? What's so hard about that? They say the weather is making delays... dude, it's not even snowing, and it isn't cold. Get your ... moving! LOL, new way to censur things. Anyway, the mailman is slow - that's the way the world is. Don't you get annoyed when your package don't arrive at time? It's freaking annoying. I ordered my Macbook Pro yesterday, so I can't complain yet. But I know that they're gonna be slow. Slow, slow, slow. I'm not gonna work as a mailman later... it's just hatred coming towards them o.O.

I was going to make you a demo of a song I've learned, but I didn't get to do that yet. One of my friends (one of my hot friends... grrr) really wants me to do it soon. Poor thing, she's been waiting for a while now. God, I'm slow. Maybe I should become a mailman...? Anyway, I hope I can record it (in audio and in video) so I can share it with you guys. I love sharing. Sharing is fun.

I read this funny pickup line, it said: "You need a place to stay? I got a big room available in my heart". It was kinda funny, and kinda cute at the same time. I don't know why I'm telling you it, but it's just a random thing I came across.

I'm kinda thinking og getting out of town this weekend, just to get myself some fresh air. Some real, urban air. I kinda miss the city a bit. As you know from my previous post, I like the urban environment better. It don't know why, but I do. Duuuuh. :-D

God, did I write that?

I just came across something: I'm saying things like "God, I'm lucky", "OMG", "God, help me" when I'm not even Christian. No, I'm not a jew, muslim, buddhist or a hindu. I'm a humanist (there is another word for it, but it's a part of the IHEU). I don't believe in God. I guess it's become a part of our daily language, so it's hard NOT to day it. Well, that's just what I gotta live with. x)

Wow. this was intens writing... I just wrote something, and it became a blog post of today. Well, here it is. Hope you enjoyed it, so stay tuned, comment, subscribe, do whatever you want - the only think that's important is that you come back!

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

The day today has been nothing but a celebrating of the vacation. I've slept long, been chilling with my XBOX and just enjoying having vacation. Ah, it's good! That's what Christmas is about; doing what you want.

Still, I know I got a lot to do. First of all; I'm making a song. Second of all; I gotta prepare a Christmas gift. Last, but not least; I need to relax. These things is very important for me to do :-). I'll check if I get time to the gift afterwards. But you might wonder what kind of song I'm making. It's actually all about an experiment. I'm gonna try to auto tune myself, so I need a beat. It's easier to hear if I have a beat to work with. I thought it might be fun. Also, some of my friends probably would need it for their songs. Even though they aren't interested at all and got no enthusiasm for it, I need to be prepared. Some days they are very enthusiastic, and some days they aren't giving a damn inch about it. But if they're coming, I can't just say that I don't have anything new. There is just somethings in life you gotta do even if it doesn't have any purpose.

I kinda feel like an outsider sometimes. Some of my friends are gonna party this Christmas, but I'm not because I don't drink. I'm proud of not drinking, but the negative thing about that is that you're left alone when the other once are having fun. That's what confusing. To make one thing clear; I will not start drinking just to not become an outsider - h*** no! But, do you feel my confusion? If only there were a way I could feel like an insider and still not drink... Besides; you don't have to drink to have fun or to be social. In addition of that statement, there are a lot of kids who only party to show others that they're so cool by drinking. OMG. But honestly, I'll rather stay away from alcohol than trying to not be an outsider. Of course it's hard to be an outsider when you know that your friends are having fun without you, and calling you in the middle of the night during being drunk. I usually never answer those calls, because it hurts a lot! I don't wanna drink. I don't wanna be drunk, but what I want is to be looked at in the same way as the other once. Obviously it's not cool to hang around with a guy who says no to alcohol. My friends and I loose contact since I'm not at any parties. OMG it's so frustrating. I know when these parties are, so I'm gonna turn off my cell those days.

I'm not changing my life for being a part of something, even though it hurts. You shouldn't either.

 That's the only bad thing about Christmas; being an outsider. Besides that, it's all about enjoying the moments. Family, food, joy and more. That's what matters the most at Christmas. Of course it's too bad that I'm an outsider, but it's like a black corn in the white sand - you barely notice it. I don't think about it when I have all of the other joy at Christmas. That was a very random example, but still it makes sense... right?

Anyway, I'm done for today. Hope this were a great blog despite the fact that it's short. I need some time to make them long again, so I hope your satisfied with todays blog.

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

This day has been weird, annoying and just one hard speed bump. First of all; there are people who knows how to get on my nerves. Second of all; everybody has been pissed off today. What has happen? Is there a lack of sleep or something? I just don't understand why everybody has been so angry today. It's surprising. Luckily, it's vacation soon. That means that I get a break from all of this. I can't believe that I just got 6 mounts left at this place. Those things that have annoyed me in many years, is over in 6 mounts. It's gonna be wonderful!

OMG it's cold! It seems like nothing works when I need warmth. I'm turning the ovens at max, firing up the fireplace and pack myself in a blanket - it's still cold! People like me really does this, and it's torture to the valet. When firing in the fireplace doesn't work, we have our ovens on 24/7. That really take a lot of cash out from our pockets. Moreover, some politician want to increase the cost of electricity in the winter. That's like begging for money. Hopefully this doesn't happen.

I hate days like these. I'm not talking about that the entire day has been a speed bump (although it has), but days like this I just don't have anything to write. I feel like I got to write, even though I almost can't. There is just some things you gotta do when you don't have the resources to do so. It's not just about the blog, but let's say that you are, for instance, going to make a movie for a project at school. You can have great ambitions on how this movie is gonna be, but you need resources. I know that the needs of information is different than needing a camera, good ideas and people, but still it's sorta the same thing. Remember, the biggest and greatest ideas might come from the smallest thing excising. I just wrote a paragraph out from the sentence "I hate days like these". Just a simple, innocent sentence made a paragraph about resources.

All of a sudden I had something to write about. That's how to fix bad blogging days, ladies and gentlemen. You know, I was scared about starting to blog because I was afraid that it just was gonna make a big joke about myself. It didn't! I get good response from the blog, more and more people reads the blog - I'm doing fine! That's what I think at least. How do you think I'm doing it so far? Let me know in the comments.

Sadly, my creativity ends for tonight. So till next time I want you to take care of yourself. Just relax. Take it easy, and I'll see you later!