Life of Bjoernar

Hey guys.

I’m so sorry the blog hasn’t been updated in days. I’ve had this film project, so a lot of my time has gone away there. Anyway, I’m here so I hope you wanna read.

I’ve been thinking a lot. I really should start the video blog. It’s so much easier. It’s just to record and put it online. I don’t have to advance it a lot either. I think I should get the video blogging up-going fast. There are so many more great things about a video blog than a text blog. It records the action while happening, instead of telling it afterwards. Also, it’s easier to talk than writing long blogs that people are satisfied with. I honestly like to talk, so video blogging might be easier.

I wish I could see the Norwegian Music Awards today. There are a lot of good musician in Norway, like Madcon, so I really wanted to watch it. The reason why I’m not watching it is because there is a movie on TV. I really want Madcon to win a price this year too. Madcon is one of the greatest musicians in Norway. They should win on of the prices because their music is inspiring, great and they share this great energy.

The World Championship on skies in Oslo is done tomorrow. What do you think about this year’s World Championship? Yes, you might think Petter Northug is a pig. Yes, you might look at Norwegian victories like it’s annoying. Whatever you think about the World Championship, I enjoyed it. Petter Northug isn’t a pig in my eyes, and the victories we’ve gotten is great. This championship is one of the only things that makes me say: «I’m Norwegian».

There isn’t a lot that makes me proud of being a Norwegian. Sometimes I’m embarrassed of being a Norwegian when I see them behaving like they are. I see Norwegians behaving like they own the world when being international. It’s embarrassing.

I gotta take it easy on the blogging, I think. It’s not easy to not blog for three days and then try to write as much as before. So I hope you’re satisfied. ;-)
 

Hi guys.

You think the mood is any better? Bite me if it is. Seriously, I’m tired of all the things that bothers me. If only I could stop it.

Well, a blog is a blog; you gotta do it sometimes to keep the interests alive. I do got one thing that’s great. I heard Alexis Jordan on the TV today. She were on a Norwegian talk show, and sang the song «Happiness» at the end of the show. She’s pretty good. I’ll definitely buy her debut album when it releases. I don’t know whether to buy it on iTunes or for real, like a CD. I think iTunes is the best. I got a Macbook, I got a iTunes account... it’s not like I’m gonna throw away my Macbook next year or something. So I guys I’ll buy it on iTunes. I’ve never done it before. Kinda cool, I guess. At least you got some good things out of me. :-)

You know, maybe it’s just me not being able to be positive right now. When I think about it, I can let the thoughts stay at the side for a moment. But I guess it’s hard to leave them. The assignment I got I think isn’t gonna be done until Friday next week. That gives me 7 days more. The other things that bothering me: those things have been bothering me for some time now. I just got to think about them this week. It hasn’t bothered me a lot before. Why is it coming now? Is it my own fault that things are what they are? Whatever it is, it’s time to let it go. Life goes on. I can’t waste it on some bullshit that’s been going on for a long time without bothering me. Sorry for using the word «bullshit» online, but I’m dominating myself! I’m me, and nobody else are. The person I am every day, is me and no one else. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls: I think I’m finally am back!! :-D

Now, to prove it I wanna thank all of my readers for clicking in and checking in my life. You obviously care enough to read my blog, and I hope you’ll keep reading. When the video blog is up, it is for real. That’s when my dreams are becoming reality. I love you all. Peace to you all! <3

Hey you!

The day to day has literally been relaxing. I’ve done nothing but relaxing completely. I’ve been playing online games, playing guitar and chilling out. I haven’t cared about anything else than myself (and the dogs) today.

I watched the Eurovision Song Contest of Norway, and my favorite song won! Hurray! Stella Mwangi is the greatest. It’s great to see that an «african» song win the Eurovision Song Contest of Norway. I’m so sick of the Norwegian songs which is suppose to be so «Eurovision Song Contest style». We need variation in our contest, instead of having some boring things with same notes, same lyrics +++. Go Stella Mwangi! She deserves to go to the final in Dusseldorf, Germany. I usually don’t like what Norway is qualified with, except «Fairytale» by Aleksander Rybak. Finally there is someone I like that going through to the final.

So what else is up today? I don’t know. You never give comments, so I’m just guessing that everything’s alright. By the way, Egypt, congratulations with the abdication of Mubarak. As I see it, that’s what you want and need. Therefore I’m glad to say that he’s finally getting off his president chair. I clearly have no clue of what went on in Egypt, but I know you wanted him off the chair. So congratulations!

Speaking of chairs; this chair was awesome! OMG. It’s extremely comfy. Where does this come from? I gotta make sure I buy some new furniture for my new apartment. I don’t wanna sit on some crappy wooden chair collapsing without warning. No, I need a chair JUST like this. :-)

Shopping. Yeah, that’s a sacred word. The best place to shop in Norway might just be in the greatest cities; Oslo and Trondheim. I’m going to Oslo to get myself some stuff real soon I guess. I don’t wanna buy stuff in some crappy stores next door. I don’t like the stores at the small villages nearby. The range of goods isn’t to believe in these small villages. It’s so poor. No, Oslo is the best. Viva La Oslo!

I’m telling you this for real: I got my own playlist of music when I’m going to Oslo. There is some songs that should get «Oslo» as a genre. I just wanna call the music «Oslo». It’s so nice! I honestly wanna move to Oslo. I know, I know. I want to move to the USA as well, but listen up! First I’m moving to Oslo, then I’m living a year in USA, then I’m moving back to Oslo. If I like the USA more, I move back. If not, I stay in Oslo. Lol. I’m smart, right? :D

But I’ll see you later. I gotta chat with the greatest girl on the planet at the moment. Congratulations Stella Mwangi, Egypt and Viva La Oslo! :D

Hey you guys!

What’s going on? This day has been kinda bad and kinda good at the same time. The bad thing is that I’ve been ill all day. I thought I was gonna puke several times today, but luckily I wasn’t. I tried to go to the club once, and it worked out kinda great. I didn’t feel so ill now. Tomorrow I’m doing my presentation - FINALLY! God I’ve waited for a long time.

I obviously got influence on a girl I know. She reed my blog and wanted to do a blog herself. I’m awesome, damn. I’ll promote her page as soon as she gets going with it. I’m not promoting someone who’s not into blogging. The blogger gotta have passion for the blogging. Not just blogging to get noticed. Lol. I don’t. I’m just writing because it’s the best way to think. I think better when I write than if I’m just thinking.

I met a writer today, who write books. No shit? Anyway, she was kinda cool. She told me that she were playing World of Warcraft. I’ve never met a 50-year old writer playing World of Warcraft. Lol. It was kinda fun to meet her.

OMG, the nerves for the presentation kicks in now. Why now? OMG. The presentation could be done any other time of the week, and the nerves also could have come earlier. What the heck? It doesn’t make sense. Did I always know that the presentation was going to be tomorrow?  I usually don’ believe this kind of deja vu, but maybe it does. I don’t like this. But I got some ways to calm down the nerves. Do you wanna know? Well, you don’t actually have any choice. :-)

I’m sure there is a lot of good tips about calming your nerves, but there are some simple things that’s easy to accomplish. First step is to breath slowly. When your nervous, you might be breathing pretty fast. Try slowing down on your breathing. Inhale a while, hold, and exhale slowly. That’s the basic tip. You also have methods like listening to relaxing music, count slowly to ten, sleep and have some fun. What you wanna do is to remove all thought about what’s making you anxious. Try thinking of something else, and by doing what I said will make you think about something else.

I’m really nervous for the presentation tomorrow. What I’m gonna do is to sleep, reduce amount of coffee (that’s gonna be a hard one), listen to some relaxing music, breath slowly and count to ten. Well, I can’t guarantee the anxiousness to disappear, but it’s gonna help you. Trust me. This doesn’t only counts when being stressed out or anxious. We all need to calm down a little, even if we’re extremely calm. You can always be calmer and more relaxed.

I gotta go right now, but I hope you enjoyed todays blog. Take it easy (got it?). :D

Hi guys!

OMG, it's so hard to blog sometimes. I don't have enough time to blog after my vacation ended. That we don't like. I should really get my video blog going, because then I can tape it, and then I got what I need to create a full blog. Then my blogs might be good actually, comparing this one. My blog posts has been extremely short these days, and that boughters me. If anyone of you got some good tips of getting started with a video blog, let me know. I really need help, now! Text blogging everyday is harder than I realized, but I got to get myself into challanges to learn. I'm learning a lot from this. It's not easy to do a blog every single day, and sometimes you just feel the pressure coming towards you. I guess I think that you expect a blog post every day. After all, it was named "my everyday blog" until I change the name for various reasons. Anyway, I hope to get some respons from you. No one of you ever talk...

So today is based on working MAO and nothing else. I've been working from 9 AM to just resently. That's how much I care about succeeding. Did I spell that right? God, it's hard to be sure without a translator when you're not English. What the heck, you understand anyway. back to topic, I gotta make a presentation tomorrow and I think I'm ready to do it with glare. When I'm going to have presentations, I really focus hard to make them great so it's not gonna put me into a mess. Get a task, do it right and get out of there with a smile and a feeling of success. That's the way it's done. Luckily, it isn't a very long presentation. But a presentation is a presentation; it has to be good at anytime, any cost.

Speaking of costs, I'm really looking forward to try out my Macbook Pro. I hope it's arriving soon. What bouthers me a lot is that the mail is so slow. We don't get what we order until a long time afterwards. WHy can't they keep their promises? What's so hard about that? They say the weather is making delays... dude, it's not even snowing, and it isn't cold. Get your ... moving! LOL, new way to censur things. Anyway, the mailman is slow - that's the way the world is. Don't you get annoyed when your package don't arrive at time? It's freaking annoying. I ordered my Macbook Pro yesterday, so I can't complain yet. But I know that they're gonna be slow. Slow, slow, slow. I'm not gonna work as a mailman later... it's just hatred coming towards them o.O.

I was going to make you a demo of a song I've learned, but I didn't get to do that yet. One of my friends (one of my hot friends... grrr) really wants me to do it soon. Poor thing, she's been waiting for a while now. God, I'm slow. Maybe I should become a mailman...? Anyway, I hope I can record it (in audio and in video) so I can share it with you guys. I love sharing. Sharing is fun.

I read this funny pickup line, it said: "You need a place to stay? I got a big room available in my heart". It was kinda funny, and kinda cute at the same time. I don't know why I'm telling you it, but it's just a random thing I came across.

I'm kinda thinking og getting out of town this weekend, just to get myself some fresh air. Some real, urban air. I kinda miss the city a bit. As you know from my previous post, I like the urban environment better. It don't know why, but I do. Duuuuh. :-D

God, did I write that?

I just came across something: I'm saying things like "God, I'm lucky", "OMG", "God, help me" when I'm not even Christian. No, I'm not a jew, muslim, buddhist or a hindu. I'm a humanist (there is another word for it, but it's a part of the IHEU). I don't believe in God. I guess it's become a part of our daily language, so it's hard NOT to day it. Well, that's just what I gotta live with. x)

Wow. this was intens writing... I just wrote something, and it became a blog post of today. Well, here it is. Hope you enjoyed it, so stay tuned, comment, subscribe, do whatever you want - the only think that's important is that you come back!

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

The day today has been nothing but a celebrating of the vacation. I've slept long, been chilling with my XBOX and just enjoying having vacation. Ah, it's good! That's what Christmas is about; doing what you want.

Still, I know I got a lot to do. First of all; I'm making a song. Second of all; I gotta prepare a Christmas gift. Last, but not least; I need to relax. These things is very important for me to do :-). I'll check if I get time to the gift afterwards. But you might wonder what kind of song I'm making. It's actually all about an experiment. I'm gonna try to auto tune myself, so I need a beat. It's easier to hear if I have a beat to work with. I thought it might be fun. Also, some of my friends probably would need it for their songs. Even though they aren't interested at all and got no enthusiasm for it, I need to be prepared. Some days they are very enthusiastic, and some days they aren't giving a damn inch about it. But if they're coming, I can't just say that I don't have anything new. There is just somethings in life you gotta do even if it doesn't have any purpose.

I kinda feel like an outsider sometimes. Some of my friends are gonna party this Christmas, but I'm not because I don't drink. I'm proud of not drinking, but the negative thing about that is that you're left alone when the other once are having fun. That's what confusing. To make one thing clear; I will not start drinking just to not become an outsider - h*** no! But, do you feel my confusion? If only there were a way I could feel like an insider and still not drink... Besides; you don't have to drink to have fun or to be social. In addition of that statement, there are a lot of kids who only party to show others that they're so cool by drinking. OMG. But honestly, I'll rather stay away from alcohol than trying to not be an outsider. Of course it's hard to be an outsider when you know that your friends are having fun without you, and calling you in the middle of the night during being drunk. I usually never answer those calls, because it hurts a lot! I don't wanna drink. I don't wanna be drunk, but what I want is to be looked at in the same way as the other once. Obviously it's not cool to hang around with a guy who says no to alcohol. My friends and I loose contact since I'm not at any parties. OMG it's so frustrating. I know when these parties are, so I'm gonna turn off my cell those days.

I'm not changing my life for being a part of something, even though it hurts. You shouldn't either.

 That's the only bad thing about Christmas; being an outsider. Besides that, it's all about enjoying the moments. Family, food, joy and more. That's what matters the most at Christmas. Of course it's too bad that I'm an outsider, but it's like a black corn in the white sand - you barely notice it. I don't think about it when I have all of the other joy at Christmas. That was a very random example, but still it makes sense... right?

Anyway, I'm done for today. Hope this were a great blog despite the fact that it's short. I need some time to make them long again, so I hope your satisfied with todays blog.

I'll see you later!