Life of Bjoernar

Hi guys.

You think the mood is any better? Bite me if it is. Seriously, I’m tired of all the things that bothers me. If only I could stop it.

Well, a blog is a blog; you gotta do it sometimes to keep the interests alive. I do got one thing that’s great. I heard Alexis Jordan on the TV today. She were on a Norwegian talk show, and sang the song «Happiness» at the end of the show. She’s pretty good. I’ll definitely buy her debut album when it releases. I don’t know whether to buy it on iTunes or for real, like a CD. I think iTunes is the best. I got a Macbook, I got a iTunes account... it’s not like I’m gonna throw away my Macbook next year or something. So I guys I’ll buy it on iTunes. I’ve never done it before. Kinda cool, I guess. At least you got some good things out of me. :-)

You know, maybe it’s just me not being able to be positive right now. When I think about it, I can let the thoughts stay at the side for a moment. But I guess it’s hard to leave them. The assignment I got I think isn’t gonna be done until Friday next week. That gives me 7 days more. The other things that bothering me: those things have been bothering me for some time now. I just got to think about them this week. It hasn’t bothered me a lot before. Why is it coming now? Is it my own fault that things are what they are? Whatever it is, it’s time to let it go. Life goes on. I can’t waste it on some bullshit that’s been going on for a long time without bothering me. Sorry for using the word «bullshit» online, but I’m dominating myself! I’m me, and nobody else are. The person I am every day, is me and no one else. Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls: I think I’m finally am back!! :-D

Now, to prove it I wanna thank all of my readers for clicking in and checking in my life. You obviously care enough to read my blog, and I hope you’ll keep reading. When the video blog is up, it is for real. That’s when my dreams are becoming reality. I love you all. Peace to you all! <3

Hey guys!

How are you? I’m sitting in the living room just thinking. I’m thinking about the future. What am I going to do +++. There are a lot of unsolved codes in life. I’m actually stressed about the work I got this vacation. I wanna go to the alpine center, I need to do some work this week, I wanna relax.. you see where the stress and the anxious is kicking in? Hope you do, cause I don’t wanna over explain it. The point is: I don’t want anything to ruin my future or my fun. I know that both of these things might be ruined sometimes, and I don’t wanna put more weight on fun even though it’s tempting.

For instance; I wanna play the xbox right now. I can’t because I got work to do. So, the question is: am I going to play the xbox, or am I gonna work? The best thing for my future would be to work, but on the other hand, I have 5 days to do the work. That means, I can enjoy the xbox. Or can I? You see what I’m talking about? I’m literally picking up a fight with myself. I can’t win over myself. When I draw a conclusion, a part of me won when the other part lost. It’s like being in two football teams at once.

This is confusing to say without feeling that it’s over explained, but this is the fact of my everyday life. I’m here to tell you the story of my life, and there you have a part of it: over-complication. I have too much on my mind, too much to do, too large ambitions... I can’t fulfill them all. It’s time to shorten the list of needs. I don’t need to try so hard, but it will affect a dream. I don’t have to move to America, but it will affect a dream. Sometimes your dreams gotta be affected. That’s how it is. Everything doesn’t go as it plans. And when the plan fails, you need to move on with your life without getting stuck in the disaster.

No. When your dreams takes a turn, you gotta make new dreams out of the possibilities you have after the failure. By that way, you can accomplish something great again. If you don’t create new goals, you’re gonna end up saying that your life sucks, which it doesn’t. Not if you make new dreams. A short philosophy on dreams right there.

You know what? I’m gonna play some xbox. I got 5 days on the assignment. I can take an evening to play a video game. If I enjoy the rest of this evening, then doing some hard work until I’m done, I’m gonna be happy. If you enjoy yourself a little before working, you’re gonna have some energy to work. And when the work is done, you can enjoy yourself some more. The faster the tasks is done, the faster you get to enjoy yourself and the more time you get. I’m not saying that you should think of fun over work, depending on the situation and the time you got, but if you’re gonna make it anyway - do it! I’m going too... oh, my brother turned on the TV. He’s watching something else on the TV, so I can’t play the xbox. But you know what? Dreams changes, even if you don’t want it. I gotta change the dream right now. I’m gonna enjoy the TV instead. See? That’s how easy it is to use.

Take my advise, enjoy life, and I’ll see you later. :-)
 

Hi guys!

It's finally weekend again, and it's time to relax. Or isn't? Weekends is the days you have one or two days off from work or school, but does that mean that you don't need to worry about school or work? Unfortunately, it doesn't. Some jobs and some schools gives you a task you need to work on in the weekend. If you don't do it in the weekend, you might risk your job or get a F on an assignment at school. Therefore you know that your task has to be done/developed by the weekend. The reason we get those task I think is because you do have a job to do. If you want to keep your job, you do the task. If you want good grades after school, you do the task. Sometimes you got to sacrifice a weekend for a task.

No one says you have to do it in the weekend, but do not blame your boss or your teacher for giving a task right before a weekend. The only thing they care about is that it gets done, and gets done in time. That's their job. If they didn't care, then they probably wouldn't kept the job they have. If they aren't heartless, they'll understand the fact that you want the weekend taking time to relax. Still, it's their duty to give you these tasks if necessary. You can have the nicest boss/teacher in the world, but it's still has to do the duty of giving you the tasks necessary.

If the timing of the task isn't good, you just have to live with that. It's up to you how much you care about your future. We've seen examples of people not caring about doing the tasks they get, if not for having to do it in the weekend. They've lost their jobs. They've gotten a bad grade, or maybe failed completely at school. If this is what you want, then don't do the task(s) you're suppose to do. If you DON'T want to lose your job, good grades or what you need to fulfill your dream, do your task(s)!

Let's look at this from a different angle. You want to become a lawyer. You've done great at school when the tasks don't has to be done between the weekend. When you suddenly gets a task you have to do in the weekend to succeed, do you do it? Do you sacrifice one single weekend for your great carrier or do you take the weekend as if it's the days you have to relax? You get the task on Friday, and it has to be done by Tuesday. Do you wait until Monday and not having a full task to return, or do you take the weekend (or a big part of the weekend) to do it? If you wanted to be a lawyer, you would do it in the weekend. If the job as a lawyer only is a dream, then you would wait until Monday.

It's all about how much you care for your ambitions. The reason I'm talking about this, is because I'm/have been into this kind of tasks. I have a big dream of becoming a man with a great job and living in the United States of America. If I'm gonna make that dream come true, I have to do those tasks that requires the weekend to do it. It's not motivating to do it in the weekend, but what has to be done just has to be done. That's the only way to accomplish your dreams if the weekend needs to be sacrificed to make it come true.

Your friends might be assaulted for believing that you consider job/school over them. The truth is that you can be a good person and/or have a great life without being the number one. You can fail at a task, and it still means that you can have a great life. You don't need the job you want to feel or have the great life you want. The only reason I brought this up is because you should try to follow your ambitions. I did not say that you should do the task just to get a good life. That would be lying. You should do the task to fulfill you ambitions. That's what it is about. I have some huge ambitions, but I know that if I don't fulfill my ambitions I'm still gonna have a great life. Your happiness isn't to the right of this text.

Conclusion: Happiness isn't in cash, it's in your friends and family. Ambitions might be in cash, but ambitions doesn't has to be a part of happiness. It shouldn't either.

I hope you enjoyed today's blog. I didn't get to write a blog last night, therefore I made a better blog today than yesterdays blog would have been. Stay tuned for more!

I'll see you later!