Life of Bjoernar

If you check out the dictionary, how do they define the word «friend»? How do you define the word friend? A friend means so much. There are good friends. There are bad friends. There are people who’s more than a friend, and those who’s less than being a friend. How do you know where on the scale your friend is?

This is a question I’m still finding difficult to answer. Still, I think I know what’s required to be a good friend. A real friend is the one waiting for you, showing sympathy or empathy, hanging out with you not because of something you have +++. But what if a friend is choosing another guy over you? What if your good friend always calls another guy, asks to hang out with him/her instead of you or something that I mentioned previously? Is that a good friend? I know a guy who does that. He does it towards me. One of my friends calls another guy, hangs out with him, giving him care and just being a better friend to another guy. He had described me as a good friend, but what the heck? If I were a good friend, he would have called me, and cared a little more.

I know I just wrote a great blog about me not being appreciative, but the limit gotta be somewhere. But help me figure this out: no one actually calls me. No one is calling just talk. Is it just me being in the wrong social environment? Luckily, there is someone who cares. The weirdest thing about that rare fact is that they are girls. My female friends are so much nicer to me. I do have male friends to, but the girls care more. Well, it speaks for itself. Girls are more caring.

I hope things will improve when I’m moving. Maybe I’m getting into a better social environment than I’m living in right now. Obviously it’s all about being like everyone else at this place. So at the end of the blog I wanna take a moment to thank those of my friends who isn’t an @*!. :-)

Hey y’all. :D

How are you? Sorry for not blogging these last couple of days. I’ve been celebrating my birthday and just being extremely tired. Yeah, my birthday was at March 15. The problem with birthdays is the money. What am I going to spend the money on? I got no clue. Well, actually I was thinking of buying a DJ-vinyl mixer kinda thing. I could need one of those.

I tried to do some improvements on my English skills. It turns out: my English sucks! Seriously, there were a lot of words I had a hard time with. Like saying the past-term of «to be». Things are way different than I imagine. God, my English sucks. I really gotta do an effort to make it better.

You know what. Today I got to think of an important thing. Even though I hate the social environment, there are actually some people that puts a smile to my face everyday. I’m, obviously, only thinking of the bad things in this town. I got friends. I got people who cares about me. And even if it only was one person standing there for me, I should be more appreciative. I got friends who’s waiting for me if I’m a little late. I got friends who cares about what I do. I’m not appreciating my friends enough. I gotta love them some more! :D

Right now I better clean up the mess in my room, so it’s possible to breath and move tomorrow. Oh, I didn’t tell you? I’m having a «gaming night» here tomorrow. It’s gonna be me, some of my closest friends and the computer. Oh yeah, we’re playing Call of Duty. Watch out world, here we come! Well, I suck at COD. But the most important thing is the fun during the gaming. I think it’s gonna be great. I’m just gonna need some transportation help to move a TV, a xbox, a computer, a sound-system and my awesomeness. Yeah, my awesomeness gonna be there tomorrow night. :)

I’m in a hurry, so I gotta go. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed todays blog as much as I loved writing it. :)

Hi guys.

I gotta say: this is the worst vacation I’ve ever had. Nothing has been alright beside the trip to Sweden. I’m ill, I feel guilty, jealous, lousy... I could keep on all day; I’m not feeling great. First of all; I’m ill, and that makes the entire vacation bad. Then my brothers girlfriend lost everything on her external hard drive. That’s what I’m feeling guilty about. We attached the hard drive to the xbox to watch film, but it said that the hard drive was empty. I’m blaming myself. It’s probably my fault, it always is. I’m not gonna tell you what the other things are, but you get the clue of why this is the worst vacation EVER.

Usually, I would tell you what to do in these cases, but this time I’m not sure either. What I’m gonna do is write everything down. Write down what’s bothering you and how you feel when feeling this way. Then you provide it to someone you trust, like a parent, brother, shrink... whatever. That’s the only suggestion I can come up with right now if you ever feel the same.

Ah great... I had to deny my friend to come over.... ARGH!!! That’s it, I’m out off here...

Hey guys!

Today has been a really fun day. Today I helped moving some stuff in the club, and the result ended up awesome! I love my two friends, Daniel and Mattias, which is the guys I've been hanging out with all day. There's also been a tragic moment today (not like someone has died or anything), but there was something that were too stupid to be true. Lol.

Anyway, we cranked the music up loud in the club and just chilled out with the bass all night. It's great to have some friends you're able to trust and have fun with. Daniel, Mattias, I love you guys! <3

Right now I'm doing an assignment that has to be done by tomorrow... *sigh*. Well, I guess it has to be done. ;-)

I'm just locked and loaded for a great weekend right now. It's not been a hard week, in fact, it's been a great week, but I love the weekends a lot.

By the way, I'm considering making a blog called "Perfect Day", that gives tips about how to make your day successful. How about that, huh? :D Yeah, I rock. :-D Oh, by the way, I already did. XD

Tomorrow I promise you a better blog post. I gotta do some work, but I'll catch up with you later. :-)

Hi guys!

It's finally weekend again, and it's time to relax. Or isn't? Weekends is the days you have one or two days off from work or school, but does that mean that you don't need to worry about school or work? Unfortunately, it doesn't. Some jobs and some schools gives you a task you need to work on in the weekend. If you don't do it in the weekend, you might risk your job or get a F on an assignment at school. Therefore you know that your task has to be done/developed by the weekend. The reason we get those task I think is because you do have a job to do. If you want to keep your job, you do the task. If you want good grades after school, you do the task. Sometimes you got to sacrifice a weekend for a task.

No one says you have to do it in the weekend, but do not blame your boss or your teacher for giving a task right before a weekend. The only thing they care about is that it gets done, and gets done in time. That's their job. If they didn't care, then they probably wouldn't kept the job they have. If they aren't heartless, they'll understand the fact that you want the weekend taking time to relax. Still, it's their duty to give you these tasks if necessary. You can have the nicest boss/teacher in the world, but it's still has to do the duty of giving you the tasks necessary.

If the timing of the task isn't good, you just have to live with that. It's up to you how much you care about your future. We've seen examples of people not caring about doing the tasks they get, if not for having to do it in the weekend. They've lost their jobs. They've gotten a bad grade, or maybe failed completely at school. If this is what you want, then don't do the task(s) you're suppose to do. If you DON'T want to lose your job, good grades or what you need to fulfill your dream, do your task(s)!

Let's look at this from a different angle. You want to become a lawyer. You've done great at school when the tasks don't has to be done between the weekend. When you suddenly gets a task you have to do in the weekend to succeed, do you do it? Do you sacrifice one single weekend for your great carrier or do you take the weekend as if it's the days you have to relax? You get the task on Friday, and it has to be done by Tuesday. Do you wait until Monday and not having a full task to return, or do you take the weekend (or a big part of the weekend) to do it? If you wanted to be a lawyer, you would do it in the weekend. If the job as a lawyer only is a dream, then you would wait until Monday.

It's all about how much you care for your ambitions. The reason I'm talking about this, is because I'm/have been into this kind of tasks. I have a big dream of becoming a man with a great job and living in the United States of America. If I'm gonna make that dream come true, I have to do those tasks that requires the weekend to do it. It's not motivating to do it in the weekend, but what has to be done just has to be done. That's the only way to accomplish your dreams if the weekend needs to be sacrificed to make it come true.

Your friends might be assaulted for believing that you consider job/school over them. The truth is that you can be a good person and/or have a great life without being the number one. You can fail at a task, and it still means that you can have a great life. You don't need the job you want to feel or have the great life you want. The only reason I brought this up is because you should try to follow your ambitions. I did not say that you should do the task just to get a good life. That would be lying. You should do the task to fulfill you ambitions. That's what it is about. I have some huge ambitions, but I know that if I don't fulfill my ambitions I'm still gonna have a great life. Your happiness isn't to the right of this text.

Conclusion: Happiness isn't in cash, it's in your friends and family. Ambitions might be in cash, but ambitions doesn't has to be a part of happiness. It shouldn't either.

I hope you enjoyed today's blog. I didn't get to write a blog last night, therefore I made a better blog today than yesterdays blog would have been. Stay tuned for more!

I'll see you later!
 

Hi guys!

OMG, it's so hard to blog sometimes. I don't have enough time to blog after my vacation ended. That we don't like. I should really get my video blog going, because then I can tape it, and then I got what I need to create a full blog. Then my blogs might be good actually, comparing this one. My blog posts has been extremely short these days, and that boughters me. If anyone of you got some good tips of getting started with a video blog, let me know. I really need help, now! Text blogging everyday is harder than I realized, but I got to get myself into challanges to learn. I'm learning a lot from this. It's not easy to do a blog every single day, and sometimes you just feel the pressure coming towards you. I guess I think that you expect a blog post every day. After all, it was named "my everyday blog" until I change the name for various reasons. Anyway, I hope to get some respons from you. No one of you ever talk...

So today is based on working MAO and nothing else. I've been working from 9 AM to just resently. That's how much I care about succeeding. Did I spell that right? God, it's hard to be sure without a translator when you're not English. What the heck, you understand anyway. back to topic, I gotta make a presentation tomorrow and I think I'm ready to do it with glare. When I'm going to have presentations, I really focus hard to make them great so it's not gonna put me into a mess. Get a task, do it right and get out of there with a smile and a feeling of success. That's the way it's done. Luckily, it isn't a very long presentation. But a presentation is a presentation; it has to be good at anytime, any cost.

Speaking of costs, I'm really looking forward to try out my Macbook Pro. I hope it's arriving soon. What bouthers me a lot is that the mail is so slow. We don't get what we order until a long time afterwards. WHy can't they keep their promises? What's so hard about that? They say the weather is making delays... dude, it's not even snowing, and it isn't cold. Get your ... moving! LOL, new way to censur things. Anyway, the mailman is slow - that's the way the world is. Don't you get annoyed when your package don't arrive at time? It's freaking annoying. I ordered my Macbook Pro yesterday, so I can't complain yet. But I know that they're gonna be slow. Slow, slow, slow. I'm not gonna work as a mailman later... it's just hatred coming towards them o.O.

I was going to make you a demo of a song I've learned, but I didn't get to do that yet. One of my friends (one of my hot friends... grrr) really wants me to do it soon. Poor thing, she's been waiting for a while now. God, I'm slow. Maybe I should become a mailman...? Anyway, I hope I can record it (in audio and in video) so I can share it with you guys. I love sharing. Sharing is fun.

I read this funny pickup line, it said: "You need a place to stay? I got a big room available in my heart". It was kinda funny, and kinda cute at the same time. I don't know why I'm telling you it, but it's just a random thing I came across.

I'm kinda thinking og getting out of town this weekend, just to get myself some fresh air. Some real, urban air. I kinda miss the city a bit. As you know from my previous post, I like the urban environment better. It don't know why, but I do. Duuuuh. :-D

God, did I write that?

I just came across something: I'm saying things like "God, I'm lucky", "OMG", "God, help me" when I'm not even Christian. No, I'm not a jew, muslim, buddhist or a hindu. I'm a humanist (there is another word for it, but it's a part of the IHEU). I don't believe in God. I guess it's become a part of our daily language, so it's hard NOT to day it. Well, that's just what I gotta live with. x)

Wow. this was intens writing... I just wrote something, and it became a blog post of today. Well, here it is. Hope you enjoyed it, so stay tuned, comment, subscribe, do whatever you want - the only think that's important is that you come back!

I'll see you later!

Ho-Ho guys!

So the Christmas Eve and the 1st Christmas day is over. Therefore I can go back to blogging again. Today I have no idea of what I'm gonna do. It would be so much better if I vlogged instead, cause then the action would happen while recording. That would be so great, to actually have something to show right a way instead try finding something to write. There's not enough by writing what I did today, and a little bit about something something important in our lives. Today I guess that I will be chilling a lot and just do whatever I want. There's gonna be a h*** of a day tomorrow, when I have to sell tickets for a party with my friends (which is a party I won't attend to even if I could). Well, since I wrote that in the "Blending In Without Blending It", I can add that I got some really supportive friends. Most of them supports me for being a person saying no to alcohol. Those friends I like to call "My Best Friends".

The real, best friends comes from those who actually care about you. It's OK to have a friend who only likes to play video games with you. That might be cool, but that's not who your best friend is. Your best friend is the one who supports you at those things that sucks, and who really cares about you. You need to support them as well, otherwise the other person won't support you. That's why I have a hard time telling who's my best friend(s). I really supports a lot of people, but they don't support me back. Therefore, they're not my best friends. That means that there is only a few persons I call "Best Friends". Your best friends isn't those who says: "I love you", a million times. Those you might just forget. A friendship is based on trust and being there for another one. If those simple things are missing, then forget it; it's not a friendship of a best friend.

You know, that's why I've been so skeptic about who's my best friends. Sometimes when you really think about what a best friend is, maybe the one you though was your best friend isn't. What people often associate a best friend with, is if it's possible to do something fun with him. That's what people think when they're trying to find out if this person really is your best friend. So for now, I'll just wait and see who really is my best friends. Luckily I've found some of my best friends. Now, this might be the only best friends I got. If it is, I'm really glad to have those best friends I got. They mean the world to me.

Let me know what you think a best friend is all about! The comments are free for all, so comment now!

LOL, I love "Home Alone". The first "Home Alone" movie is great. Kevin, the little kid left alone at home for Christmas, has some really funny expressions sometimes. For instance, when he's screaming in the bathroom. I think "Home Alone" is one of the greatest Christmas movies made of all time, after my opinion. There is this Christmas movie they always broadcast on NRK (our oldest TV channel as I've said earlier in my blog). It's called Cinderella and the three... nuts... x ). Anyway, a lot of people in Norway says that this movie is the best Christmas movie of all time. I kinda disagree. First of all; it's dubbed from Czech to Norwegian, where all of the characters (including the females) has the same man voice. Dennis Storhøi has a great voice for the dubbing, but I think the whole idea of dubbing the movie (and dubbing it like that) really is weird. Second of all; Home Alone is so much cooler :-D! It's a random fact, OK? :-D

You know that I've been telling you about me wanting to buy a Macbook Pro for a while? Well, dreams are about to become reality! I am finally gonna get myself a Macbook Pro 13 Inch, and I'm so exited about it! I've been saving money for a while now, and now I'm almost done. But my dad said that I couldn't wait for it anymore, so he said that he's paying the last part I haven't got yet (which I later will pay back). That's just too kind to do. So that means that I'm finally getting one. I hope I can order it in time to get here before the school starts, but I don't think I will make it. But it's all about ordering it and getting it as soon as possible that counts. I believe that I've bee very patient about the Macbook (even though I'm nagging about it all the time), so I don't want to wait any more. I'm really looking forward to buying it! I wouldn't be able to buy it now if I bought what I was supposed to buy to the XBOX 360, so it kinda saved me. I can't imagine pissed I would be if I had bought those things I were suppose to buy to my XBOX 360.

This was a long blog post, wasn't it? It's starting to come back. Well, I'm ending todays blog right here, but don't worry; I'm back tomorrow!

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

I'm sorry that there hasn't been blogged in a while, but there's been a lot to do. First of all; the prom. The prom was successful and extremely fun, and I had to clean up afterwards. The next day I'm lying in bed and on the sofa being extremely tired, and the day after that again was no excuse. So that's why I haven't been blogging. But I can promise that this wound't happen again in a while. Tomorrow I get home three hours before I was supposed to, and then I'm taking a holiday! Hurray! I'm ready for some vacation. I think you know that as well according to my blog. I've said that there's been a lot of stress lately, and finally the vacation is here to lift it off. So, when are you getting your Christmas holiday? Do you only have the Christmas eve off? I wanna know when you get your holiday. You won't replay, but I ask anyway.

When I bought my wayfarer, I was kinda scared about how other people would react to it. I was thinking that they would be negative about it. What's weird is that they toke it pretty good. Some girls wanted to try my wayfarers and thought it was great. I also heard that it looks good on me. That's great to hear. When you try something different about your looks, you're kinda scared about how others are gonna react about it. You have to wear something that you think is comfortable, but sometimes you got to give the priority to the public. Of course someone reacted negatively and called it "gay" and such. But I don't give a damn. It's my looks, my life and (obviously) their concerns. I'll put out a photo of me later.

I really can feel the Christmas coming around. Just by thinking about me having my holiday TOMORROW, it makes me feel like that Christmas is coming. Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way! I just feel it!

I'm gonna try Call of Duty: Black Ops tomorrow (perhaps), so I think I might do a review of it tomorrow. I've heard that Black Ops makes Modern Warfare 2 look like Super Mario. That's a weird description, but I kinda see what they mean, without seeing it. I'm looking forward to try it, because Modern Warfare 2 really surprised me. I was shocked about how good it was. So if Black Ops is better, then thank God. I've heard nothing but great things about Black Ops, so I'm looking forward to it.

This wasn't exactly a long blog, but you gotta be happy that I'm back!

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

Don't you think it's great to just go to sleep and sleep as long as you want? I went to bed at 4 AM and woke up at 1 PM and I can't get over how great that was :')

Lately there has been a lot of stress. School, laundry, friends, hobbies... sometimes I have to skip some of these things so I can do the other tasks. God, I don't know how long ago it is since I were with a friend or did one of my hobbies. School and laundry is ruining it! Lol, who does laundry anyway? Well, I have to do it since no one else does... that's why. --,

The only thing that's true is that I can't wait until xmas! I love the xmas. It's chill! And I also know that by the time the xmas is over; I got a Macbook Pro "13! How awesome isn't that? I don't like to use PC. I don't know what it is, but Mac seams more... enjoyable :')

But right now I'm doing homework... seriously. There you go; a proof that I don't got time for anything else. Lucky, I got some time to write on the blog. I missed it actually :'). I didn't though that I was going to keep it up. Maybe I will :'). I just need more people who want to read it, but maybe I need to read theirs before they read mine. Maybe that's how...?

I'll figure it out later.

I'll see you around!

Hi guys!

So, I'm just wondering. What are friends really for? Friends are those who supports you and share with you and so on. Let me just tell you something I discovered a while ago; some of them, don't do that! I mean, I'm trying to get my video blogging to work. And what do I get back? "Stop filming everywhere!".

I don't get it. I just DON'T get it. I'm not filming them if they don't want to, and still they have to complain. They're telling me to support them when something needs to be done, but there is no way that they're going to support me.

Well, let's talk about something positive! So, I'm considering to buy a pair of wayfarer glasses. I don't know if they look good on me, but why not give it a try. If I got myself a pair of vans, some pants that fits perfect with the shoes and a long sleeve or a shirt. I don't know, do you think that would look great? At least it would be fun to try if it looks like shit.

Okei, I think this is gonna be it for today. I'll try to post another blog tomorrow, so if you are visiting my site and want to read more (and maybe want me to read your blog - tell me!).

Note: if you got a YouTube account, let me know! Ì would love to watch your videos :')

Okei, so I see you later!