Life of Bjoernar

Hi guys.

I gotta say: this is the worst vacation I’ve ever had. Nothing has been alright beside the trip to Sweden. I’m ill, I feel guilty, jealous, lousy... I could keep on all day; I’m not feeling great. First of all; I’m ill, and that makes the entire vacation bad. Then my brothers girlfriend lost everything on her external hard drive. That’s what I’m feeling guilty about. We attached the hard drive to the xbox to watch film, but it said that the hard drive was empty. I’m blaming myself. It’s probably my fault, it always is. I’m not gonna tell you what the other things are, but you get the clue of why this is the worst vacation EVER.

Usually, I would tell you what to do in these cases, but this time I’m not sure either. What I’m gonna do is write everything down. Write down what’s bothering you and how you feel when feeling this way. Then you provide it to someone you trust, like a parent, brother, shrink... whatever. That’s the only suggestion I can come up with right now if you ever feel the same.

Ah great... I had to deny my friend to come over.... ARGH!!! That’s it, I’m out off here...

Hi guys!


I'm a little tired to write, but I'm gonna try my best. The day today has been OK. First of all; schools OK. But then when I got home, I gather some friends at my place. We were playing Call of Duty 2 (for some reason) untill half an hour ago. So it's great that I got a little social today. If you look at the part of me playing Call of Duty, then I got to say that it was boring because I suck, totally. Also, someone are reacting really strange because they wouldn't come. I said that they could come, but the said no. Why are you complaining about not getting permission to come? It annoyes me, it really does.


Anyway, I can't wait till I move out of here. Whatever I do that's good, someone dislike it. And if I'm doing something wrong, they got to talk about it behind my back. Freaking annoying. I personally don't give a shit, but what boughters me is that the care about everything. They want to make everything good I do into something negative. Why? Ask me something, and I'll answer "yes". What's wrong with that?

So what I'm looking forward to now, is to just finish my exam, go to the classtrip I'm going to, and just leave. I can't stand this place, and not some of those that really annoyes me.

I'll write something in the moring, when I'm in the mood.