Life of Bjoernar

Hey hey hey!! :D

It’s weekend guys, finally! I’ve been waiting so long for this weekend to come, and I’m glad it’s here. So what’s going on this weekend? I’m gonna celebrate my dad’s birthday on Sunday. That’s what I know so far. I might join to the alpine center on Saturday, but I gotta see how my dad’s planing this weekend. Yeah, so it’s me and my dad this weekend - yay! Tell me what you’re doing this weekend too! :D

Speaking of commenting; aren’t you able to comment on my blog? It seems like you don’t have the ability to comment on my blog. Some of you do, and that’s awesome, but I know some people aren’t able to comment. What is it? Did I choose wrong blogsite? Should I create a new blogsite with a different company? What I know is that I’m going to create my very own webpage sooner or later. I can’t be authorized by blogger.com forever, if I’m gonna get my word out there.

A lot of people use blogger.com. It would just seem like being a n00b blogger. I am a n00b blogger, but a very own webpage gives a different first impression to others. Rather than using a blog created on blogger.com.

It’s great for those who’s blogging just to blog. But I’m blogging because I have information I wanna share with all of you. I’m gonna expand my content later, so my blog has better and more content. But for now I’ll stick to blogger.com since I’m a n00b. It does work well though.

My biggest inspiration :-)

I’m still wondering about the vlog name. I wonder what to use. Is it going to be «Nerd Preferred» or «Raids with Shades»? Or something else? I have no clue, so you gotta help me. Tell me in the comments what you think. «Nerd Preferred», «Raids with Shades» or something else? You tell me.

I got myself a Formspring account today, so if you got any questions for me, shoot them at me here. I’ll answer just about anything about whatever you wanna ask. If you wanna see me dailybooth, it’s here. I’m wondering about how many of you who actually will click.

Hey guys!

I just finished the last touches of the application that’s gonna make me move away from here. Finally I can feel it happen for real. It’s only 7 weeks of hard work before I can look forward to moving. I can’t wait. I’ve been looking forward to this moment for way too long.

I got a little late at blogging today because I’ve worked all day. Therefore you must apologize the length of this blog. It’s the final day of February, so I guess I’ll be blogging harder the next month. This month I’ve gotten some large numbers of viewers I don’t know where comes from. It doesn’t make any sense. It don’t seem like the numbers increases the views of the blogposts, but it says that the number has increased. Obviously, this month has been the most viewed month of my blog. I can’t believe it. Where do you guys come from?

Well, that’s a short update of my day. Enjoy yours. :D

Hey!

This day didn’t last long. I’ve been helping and cleaning the entire day. I know you’re not suppose to clean up on a Sunday, but I did anyway. But that’s not everything I did today - I tried to video blog. This is the first time I made a long video blog. Even though it didn’t succeed, it’s a step closer to great vlogging material. There is still things that needs to be improved like the accent and camera position. I wasn’t that happy about the accent on the clip I recorded. When I talked in normal speed, my accent turned into a Norwegian-English accent. When I talked slower, my accent became americanized. That’s apparently something I gotta improve. When I was vlogging, the camera taped me like my hands were straight down. I need to have the camera right in front of me. That’s something I gotta practice. I’m not happy about my appearence either, so that’s something I wanna work on. So as you can see, there is a lot of things that needs to be put together before being able to upload a video blog on the internet (YouTube).

Without practice, you fail!

That’s where I believe most of the failures comes. People don’t realize the mistakes they’re making. I’m pretty careful about how the footage is, so it’s maybe just me being a bit paranoid. Still, the point is that people need to make sure everything’s alright before doing something that fails. For instance, if a band wanna become famous after playing together for a week. It’s gonna fail, believe me. What the band probably in this case are missing is talent. Without talent, they’re without consideration. No one’s gonna sit down and wait till this band gets great. Another thing is that they don’t see the fact that they need to improve their skills as a band, before trying to get famous. This is common for everyone who wants to share some skills with others. No one’s gonna find a video blog interesting if it’s five minutes of: «Uhm»,  «so», «well», «you know» +++. You need to provide what you wanna say in a way that’s interesting and understandable. That’s why I need more practice. The information I’m gonna share with you, needs to be clear. If not, then I’m not gonna upload anything. When a new talent is gonna be shared, you should at least try to compare yourself with someone else. If you’re far from the one you’re comparing yourself to - forget it. Don’t even bother. You see where I’m going?

I’m looking at the map of the United States of America. I’m falling completely in love with it. The names of all the states... OMG. I don’t care where I’m at when I’m in America. If I get my feet on US soil, I’ll be incredible happy. I just wanna move there now! I’m already saving some cash for my first trip to USA. Give me tips: where should I go? New York? Los Angeles? Phoenix? Las Vegas?! Tell me. I know you’re quiet, but come on! I’ve been to Arizona, Utah, New Mexico and Colorado. Is there some other places I should go? TELL ME!!!

Two cups of coffee - still tired. What’s going on?! :O

I’m out of here, catch you later!
 

Hey you guys!

Ah, finally it’s weekend. I’ve been looking forward to the weekend a lot. I just don’t say it, because you all do. Don’t tell me you don’t. Don’t even dare! Anyway, I’m at my moms and grandma, «step-father» and my brother is here. Hurray! I’m just gonna enjoy this great weekend before the presentation starts on Monday. But who cares about Monday, when it’s Friday night?! Let’s chill out!

I’m thinking about that video blog name. I’m considering «Nerd Preferred» or «Raids with Shades». I just don’t know which one, or if these names are good enough. I thought it might be good to say in the intro: «Hi. I’m Bjoernar, and this is Nerd Preferred!» You get me? I want something catchy, otherwise, no one will remember the name. If it’s gonna be «Raids with Shades», it would be like: «Hi. I’m Bjoernar. You and I Raids with Shades!» Ok, that’s kinda lame. Raids the Internet with Shades? W00T? Lol, I just made a horrible idea obviously. Maybe I should try making the logos first, then choice what name to choose. Damn, I’m smart. Lol.

I’m trying to check what kinds of premiers coming up this week, because I can’t make the premier today. There is a norwegian film having a premier today, but I can’t make it. Therefore, I need to find out if there’s going to be any other premiers this months. Otherwise, I’ll be sad. I haven’t been to a single premier this year. I don’t like it. This should have a Facebook dislike button. By the way, where is the dislike button on Facebook? Everybody wants it. What’s so hard about putting a dislike button beside the like button? Facebook would be revolutionary with a dislike button. Just make the Facebookers happy, once. We want the dislike button. Give us the dislike button, Mr. Zuckerberg!

I’ve been thinking a lot about moving to the USA. It seems like the interest of moving there just increase every day. I don’t like walking around talking Norwegian. Lol. That’s not the main reason why I wanna move to America, though. I just mention it. I literally have a better vocabulary in English than Norwegian. W00T? It’s true. I know more English words than Norwegian words. If there is a word in Norwegian I don’t know what is, I say it in English. The world’s messed up, man. :-D

Haha, Firefox owns IE for real.

I’ll probably blame the internet. Lol. Before the internet came, Norwegians probably were... Norwegians. Afterwards, the Norwegian language has turned into an English-Norwegian language. I honestly use a lot of English words when I know I can say them in Norwegian. Let’s blame the internet for being genius. Thank you!

Well, I gotta eat a lovely dinner with my family - ketchup with you... get it? :-D

Hey hey!

What’s up?! Good, I’m not stabilized today. Lol. I’m all about the holidays now. I got vacation in 2 weeks, hurray! I got almost no assignments to do beside the two presentations. But that just a piece of a cheesecake. You don’t want that cheesecake to be large. Lol. I’m hyperactive while I’m reading for the presentation tomorrow. Music and work doesn’t collide. OMG, you should have seen my face right now. I though the bass fell down, and it was only a folder. OMG my heart just hit the wall. Lol.

OMG I just found the greatest jacket and hat of all time. I fell completely for it. I’m pretty careful about choosing clothing, but this one rocks. Here it is. David Beckham is a genius! Baby I like it! OMG I’m so lame. :-)

Love is confusing guys. Just admit it. Some days your like a girl a lot, some days you get the feeling that you shouldn’t talk to her at all. Lol. I don’t know the causes, but what I know is that some days shouldn’t affect what you mean. The girl I like is awesome, and if somedays sucks, then don’t think about it. You should only care when it’s frequently. Bjørnar, the next answering machine of love. Lol. :D

Hey you... SMILE!!!

I got a meeting tomorrow with a woman who’s gonna help me with my future. I hope it’s gonna go well. I don’t wanna waste my future on something horrible. Those meeting are important, duh? :D

Sorry, I’m hyperactie. :-)

I don’t like blogger.com. It makes me look so amateurish. I gotta make my own webpage. By the way, I tried to figure out a vlog name: «Nerd Blurred!», «Nerd Preferred!», «First Grade Grenade» or «Raids with Shades». Random, yes, good? You decide. Let me know guys!!!

I’ll see you.... yeah, later. :)
  

Hey you!

Today I had to do some assignments that has to be done by tomorrow, so I’m kinda stressed a little. I sat down for a moment and thought about how much I actually care about my future. I’m working my ... off just to have a good carrier. It’s like nothing else than my future matters, but that’s not entirely true. A carrier isn’t the place you seek happiness, but it’s a part of your happiness. I feel that I have to get a good carrier to have a good life, but that doesn’t make sense. Love to friends and family is where happiness comes from. Doing what you want is where happiness comes from.

The carrier should only be a part of surviving, but in my case it’s more than that. I know I can be happy without having a great carrier, but my brain obviously doesn’t. I’m not gonna stop getting a good carrier, but the fear of not becoming happy if I don’t have a good carrier is there. That’s why I’m working as much as I do. I can’t remember the last time I played my XBOX for instance.

I’m not complaining, but I’m sharing information you need. Your carrier isn’t everything, but it is a part of it. My biggest ambitions is to move to the United States of America. I don’t need the best carrier in the world to be able to move there. My point is: your happiness doesn’t come from your carrier, but do your best to get a good one. After saying all of this, I won’t change the way of working. I’m gonna succeed, but if I don’t do it well, I’m not gonna let that ruin my happiness. You get it? It’s the «after-effect» I don’t want to fear. That’s the main point.

Seriously, I checked flight ticket costs yesterday to Phoenix, Arizona. I checked the costs of hotels and I was about to search for apartments until I understood that it’s crazy to start searching now. I’m not sure if I wanna stay in Phoenix, but I searched it anyway. I’ve been to Phoenix, Arizona and it’s damn hot. Anyway, I’m kinda excited about the wish of moving to USA. What I’m probably will do is to move there for a year, go back to Norway for a year and if I miss the USA (which I probably will), I’ll move back. I don’t wanna move immediately if it seems like I ain’t gonna like it.

Argh, I can’t stop thinking about the video blogging. I gotta start soon. Why haven’t I started yet? I wanna vlog, now! I gotta find a name for the vlog if I’m gonna start. I can’t call it «Bjoernars vlog», I’m not satisfied with that. No one has participated to the contest of finding a name. Well, no one wants to win. If you have an idea, comment on «Win a Secret». I think I posted it in January. I was thinking about calling it Brilliant! , but there was some sort of an art group with that name before. I don’t know if it’s legal to use that kind of name if someone else has had it. Give me suggestions!!!

Well, that’ it for today. Stay tuned for more, and I’ll catch up with you.
 

Hi you guys!

Hi. I'm sorry for not blogging since Sunday. I've had a lot to do. It's hard to blog every single day, but I promise to blog more. If only my video blog could be up and going, then it would be better. I'm gonna try making an introduction video this weekend perhaps, and start on Monday. I can't write long blog posts every single day. Hope you'll understand.

Anyway, as I said, it's been a lot to do these days. I got a lot of tasks that needs to be done, and I don't have any time off at all. But that's life.

Lol, I just reed on Facebook:

2010: "Lol, JK"
2011: "OH NO, hold my.."
2012: Some joke about being alive

Haha, I literally laughed my ass off. That's so true. Lol.

I tries boxing/kickboxing today. It was fun. I really want to sign up for kickboxing or something. It's extremely fun, it's interesting and it's a great way to work out. I wanna sign up, now. I'm signed up for weightlifting at a gym, but it's not as fun and motivating as kickboxing/boxing. I've tried martial arts before, but I didn't get very good at it. This is caused by not being at practices at all time. That's when I was younger. If I could try boxing/kickboxing, then yay! I've tried different sports like soccer, martial arts, weightlifting and some other things, but nothing is more fun than boxing. That's my opinion.

Unfortunately, it's a long way to closest gym for boxing/kickboxing. When you live at the place I do, it's a long way to everything. It's a long drive for clothes, decent food, activities +++. It's annoying. Luckily, I'm going to move close to these "treasures". I can't wait till I move. My mom and my grandma is helping me finding a new apartment that's pretty central to what I need. I hope it's gonna be greater than living here. Lol. Besides the nature, it's crap. :)

Well, I guess this is it for today. Sorry that you've been waiting so long. I hope it's gonna be better in February. See ya!

Hi!

Sorry for not blogging yesterday, but I was editing the commercial. I got my Macbook the day before yesterday, and I love it! It's the greatest thing I've ever touched. I love the entire computer, and I can't say how much I admire it. I love Macbook! Right now, my brothers here. Yay. It's a long time he's been home. It's great to have him here.

By the way, today I bought some food you just put in the microwave and eat. The one I bought was actually pretty good. I was surprised. Normally, it tastes like crap. This time it tasted great. I've underestimated "pre-done food". Some of it tastes really, really good. Amazing, that's the word.

I got the results from my exams today. I did pretty well. I just need to work a little more if I'm gonna accomplish what I'm suppose to do. I'm really motivated to do it well this last 6 months before moving. I'm gonna work hard everyday, and do whatever it takes to accomplish my goals. I think it would be better to video blog in that case, so I got more content. I seriously don't know what to write everyday, so I think video blogging would do it.

That's my day... yeah. You see? I got no content at all.I gotta start video blogging, for sure!

Hi guys!

I've been thinking about the video blogging for a while. I've come with the decision, that I... am... NOT... going... to... wait too long before starting. Haha, you should have seen your face! Sorry, I just thought you might need those extra heartbeats on a Sunday. Happy Sunday, guys!

But seriously, I need to start the video blogging soon. There is a few things I have to do before I can start vlogging. Which is:

Accent


I need to have an understandable English accent before getting into video blogging. Why? The reason is because I want the viewers to understand what I'm saying so they can understand what's going on. Another reason is that I want my blog to be as close to perfect as possible. Despite the fact that nothing is perfect, I want it to be as perfect as I can. Therefore I think that having a good American English accent would help. You may wonder right now; why American? American accent is the English closest to our Norwegian English accent. In the Norwegian English accent the "R" and such things is said. So by choosing American English accent, it's easier to be reminded that the "R" is allowed. If you ask me, the British English accent cuts away the "R" in a lot of sentence, plus that I'm more familiar with the American English accent.

Introduction


I really want people to know who I am before starting the real video blog. Therefore I thought about making a video where I introduce myself. My name is so hard to say in English and the basics you need to know about me I thought would be smart to gather in a video. So I thought about having a white background/room, sitting on a chair talking about some of the basics of me. When the clip is up, people know why I do some of the things I do and so on.

Name on the Series


I need to have a name on my video blog. I can't call it "Life of Bjørnar" because it's lame, hard to write and I'm not happy or confident about it. Therefore I will be making my video blog into "TV-series". Just like Charles Trippy's video blog's named "Internet Killed Television", mine has to have a name as well. If I don't have this, I'm not gonna be confident about my video blog. I got so much to show the world within my skills, therefore I don't want to make it cheesy just because it's easy. The name is something I have to think about really hard. It's gonna be harder to start changing the name of my video blog than it is to change the name of my blog.

This is Marley, the crazy squirrelchasing dog from "Internet Killed Television".

These things is what remains before I can start video blogging. If I had to rate the difficulty of these things, I would say that the accent is the hardest and the introduction is the easiest. So if you know my frustration, then great. I don't have to explain. If you don't get it, let me just say that I'm very careful about every single detail. I don't want to look bad or make bad impression on people. I want this to become series of good video blogs, so that's why I'm so careful.

If you got any suggestions on what name my video blog should have, leave a comment. The one with the name I like the most, wins something. It's a secret what you win, but leave a comment with serious suggestions so I can see them. You think I'm not going to give you a price if you win, but I am. I'm not telling what you'll get yet, and it's not because I don't know what to give - I do know what to give you. Remember; the more serious suggestions you have, the bigger the chances are to win. If you only apply one suggestion, you have a good chance as well. There can be a person suggesting 14 different things. That person have as big chance as you because I'm looking for the best - not the one with the most serious suggestions. But remember; if you got a lot of good suggestions, tell me and you might win a secret!

In the comment, this is what it's gonna have to look like:




So come on and suggest in the comments, and I'll see you later!!!

(NOTE: There is going to be a fanpage on Facebook for this blog. Click here, become a fan and give suggestions on the "discussing" page.)
 

Hi guys!

OMG, it's so hard to blog sometimes. I don't have enough time to blog after my vacation ended. That we don't like. I should really get my video blog going, because then I can tape it, and then I got what I need to create a full blog. Then my blogs might be good actually, comparing this one. My blog posts has been extremely short these days, and that boughters me. If anyone of you got some good tips of getting started with a video blog, let me know. I really need help, now! Text blogging everyday is harder than I realized, but I got to get myself into challanges to learn. I'm learning a lot from this. It's not easy to do a blog every single day, and sometimes you just feel the pressure coming towards you. I guess I think that you expect a blog post every day. After all, it was named "my everyday blog" until I change the name for various reasons. Anyway, I hope to get some respons from you. No one of you ever talk...

So today is based on working MAO and nothing else. I've been working from 9 AM to just resently. That's how much I care about succeeding. Did I spell that right? God, it's hard to be sure without a translator when you're not English. What the heck, you understand anyway. back to topic, I gotta make a presentation tomorrow and I think I'm ready to do it with glare. When I'm going to have presentations, I really focus hard to make them great so it's not gonna put me into a mess. Get a task, do it right and get out of there with a smile and a feeling of success. That's the way it's done. Luckily, it isn't a very long presentation. But a presentation is a presentation; it has to be good at anytime, any cost.

Speaking of costs, I'm really looking forward to try out my Macbook Pro. I hope it's arriving soon. What bouthers me a lot is that the mail is so slow. We don't get what we order until a long time afterwards. WHy can't they keep their promises? What's so hard about that? They say the weather is making delays... dude, it's not even snowing, and it isn't cold. Get your ... moving! LOL, new way to censur things. Anyway, the mailman is slow - that's the way the world is. Don't you get annoyed when your package don't arrive at time? It's freaking annoying. I ordered my Macbook Pro yesterday, so I can't complain yet. But I know that they're gonna be slow. Slow, slow, slow. I'm not gonna work as a mailman later... it's just hatred coming towards them o.O.

I was going to make you a demo of a song I've learned, but I didn't get to do that yet. One of my friends (one of my hot friends... grrr) really wants me to do it soon. Poor thing, she's been waiting for a while now. God, I'm slow. Maybe I should become a mailman...? Anyway, I hope I can record it (in audio and in video) so I can share it with you guys. I love sharing. Sharing is fun.

I read this funny pickup line, it said: "You need a place to stay? I got a big room available in my heart". It was kinda funny, and kinda cute at the same time. I don't know why I'm telling you it, but it's just a random thing I came across.

I'm kinda thinking og getting out of town this weekend, just to get myself some fresh air. Some real, urban air. I kinda miss the city a bit. As you know from my previous post, I like the urban environment better. It don't know why, but I do. Duuuuh. :-D

God, did I write that?

I just came across something: I'm saying things like "God, I'm lucky", "OMG", "God, help me" when I'm not even Christian. No, I'm not a jew, muslim, buddhist or a hindu. I'm a humanist (there is another word for it, but it's a part of the IHEU). I don't believe in God. I guess it's become a part of our daily language, so it's hard NOT to day it. Well, that's just what I gotta live with. x)

Wow. this was intens writing... I just wrote something, and it became a blog post of today. Well, here it is. Hope you enjoyed it, so stay tuned, comment, subscribe, do whatever you want - the only think that's important is that you come back!

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

It's new years eve, which means that this year is almost over. I'm looking forward to this new year, because a lot is happening in 2011. This year has been great, and I hope 2011 is going to be better. I know it will actually. I'm moving away, getting other things to do and a lot of changes is going to happen. I believe 2011 is going to be better. I'm going to make this upcoming year to a very great year. I'm going to get my video blogging on the feet, I PROMISE! Also I'm going to get a partnership with AdSense for this blog so I can earn some money from my blog. Ladies and gentlemen; 2011 is a new start for possibilities!

2011 is another opportunity for every human on earth. A second chance for every human to start over. 2010 is 2010. Why? Because people suffer every day. People are beginning to realize that. People shows more care, more support and more love. Only this can make 2011 to a great year. Show some support to those who doesn't have a life like you do. You have food on your table, you have cash, you have shelter. Those things and a lot of other things doesn't every person in this world have. Luckily, we care more about those who doesn't have a good life like we do. I think the politicians are starting to realize that there is still a lot of things to do to make the communities better. The King of Norway, Olav, had a very impressive speech on the TV today. He was telling about how to make Norway better, at least what I got the feeling of.

I know I promised a long blog, but I'm finishing right now by saying that I'm gonna do a lot of improvements on myself this year to come, and that I hope you also will. Share your love, share your happiness, support those who suffers and make 2011 a good year for you and for others. What you do means a lot.

Happy New Year! :-)

Hi guys!

Finally the vacation has started! OMG so wonderful! When I got home, there were nothing but positive energy. It surely is Christmas. Me and my dad decorated the Christmas three today, which made it look great. Manpower FTW! Ah, yeah; you can't deny the manpower! Look, sorry if todays blog is late. I got vacation, so I'm a little lazy + late. Who cares anyway, you guys are awesome!

Today I talked about this last year, and found out that a lot of things have change since last year. I've become more social, found myself even more and  found some purposes of life. I'm surprised about how much that can change just after a year. I've met a lot of great people, realized who I am and found out about small things like my religious view for instance. In 2009 I really wondered if I were Christian, and I also had a lot of confusion. Now I know what I want to know, sorta. The new things in life I need to learn now is how important responsibility becomes, what love is, how to organize my days and more.

Those kinda things are important to know later in your life, and it's great if you find out about it early. I've been chatting with a girl for a while now, and I look at myself as annoying. She doesn't think I'm annoying (at least she say so), but I think I am. Therefore, I can improve myself. How can I make myself feel like not being annoying? It's easy to know. Just fin those things you think is annoying, and change it (unless it changes you). Maybe that change who you are, and makes people like you more. I don't know. It's just something you have to try and see. I've started to think before saying things so I don't say a lot of lame things. I did that a lot in 2009. Trust me. I think that also came from me not finding myself. But know I know, and I talk more to people, so there's got to be something improved.

Hope you enjoy these type of blogs. If I know my audience right, this is what they want; according to the stats at least. Blogging isn't always the easiest thing to do, to be honest. You need to have something to write, the time to write and the effort to write. That's why it's been hard these last days. I've already told you why I didn't write some of the days. But the point is; blogging isn't the easiest thing to do without preparation. I'm just lucky that I've done a lot of the blog posts without even knowing what to write before starting. Still i got long blogs. That's how good I am. Just face it people! :-D

This blog would have been longer if I got to try Black Ops today, but I didn't, therefore the blog ends here. Anyway, I'm glad you stayed tuned like your gonna keep doing. I love you guys! <3

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

Today has been a lazy day. Today I've been in the woods looking for a Christmas tree with my dad and my neighbor. We found a tree that we could use, eventually. It was kinda fun. There was a guy in a tractor who drove by when we were there. We was like: "Please don't notice us!". I don't know why we thought like that. I guess we hate being yelled at. I don't think my dad thought like me and my neighbor though. After that I've been lying on the couch watching vlogs and chill out. That's what Sundays are all about; chilling out!

Unfortunately, tomorrow won't be a chill day. The first exam out of five exams is tomorrow. It's gonna be good to get done with the exams, but still it's kinda exhausting. When I do the exams, I get a little voice in my head saying: "You're almost done!". That means that I'm soon gonna move. You have NO idea have much I've been looking forward to that day. OK, perhaps you know. I've wanted to move away from this place for a while, to be honest. I just don't think this social and nature environment is something for me. Even though I feel lucky to live in a beautiful nature environment that I do, I don't think it's the environment that makes me comfortable. I'm more into being in the city/urban environment. It's not exactly the most urban environment I live in right now. The biggest urban thing here is "gangstas". Well, the only thing I can say is: "Live like you want, as long as it's you". Besides that, I don't even care what people think they are. On the other hand, it's good that they try different styles.

Do you know why? The reason is that we, the young once, are gonna control the world. That's why it's important that we don't stay with the same style all the time. Try something new, that's how you develop. If a community stayed exactly the same generation after generation, then no one want to move to into that community and people won't stay there. That's why I think kids should try different styles and see what fits them the most, like the gangsta style. Obviously that's been a big thing here. I've tried it myself. I didn't like it, it wasn't like me and it didn't feel right. That's why I've found the style that's me.

I think the curiosity of styles is important for the youths because they are finding them self. If it doesn't work, then they know and try something else. That's what's great. The style they automatically has been raised in might not be as interesting as something else. After that, they find out that what they grew up in isn't them. I've realized that the style I grew up in isn't me, so I've learned. I grew up in a style I can't name. Seriously, I almost didn't listen to music what so ever when I was a kid. If I did, I can't remember. Later I wanted to try different music instruments, so I think that's when my curiosity of style started. After trying a lot of instruments, my style became more like a hard rocker dressed in black and so on. No, not emo. When I had that style for a couple of years I wanted to try something else to see if that was more like me. That's when "gangsta" came into picture. It didn't take long before I realized that gangsta wasn't me. That's why I had to change fast. So that's when I develop to what I am today. I'm still developing. My style is slowly, but surely developing itself. That's just a part of our life. I bet your parents tried a lot of different things when they were young. This is not a new thing.

I hope all of this isn't just rubbish. I really want to share my experiences, my thoughts and my ideas with you. I really like doing this. When I wake up in the morning, I think: "Hm, what am I gonna blog about today?". So I'm looking forward to blog everyday. I used to just play games, hang on the internet doing nothing and just waste my life. Of course I had my guitar, but there were no one to play with. So by discover Charles Trippy and Shay Carl, I got into video blogging. I haven't started yet, but the idea and the inspiration made me start blogging. I think blogging is a beginning for my video blogging. Before I can get into video blogging, I got to experience how the text blogging is. What's relevant to blog about, how is it etc. I don't think my video blogging would succeed if I jumped right at it. I don't know how Charles Trippy and Shay Carl could do it so great from the first shoot. Whatever: this is my start! If I succeed with the video blogging, my number one recommendation to others who want to video blog is to start text blogging. But I got to make sure it works, otherwise I can't say that blogging is worth it. I think the blogging sets the sails for video blogging.

• I want to take a moment to thank Charles Trippy and Shay Carl for being such a great influence, and thanks to whatever made me start blogging! :-)

Hi guys!

This day has been weird, annoying and just one hard speed bump. First of all; there are people who knows how to get on my nerves. Second of all; everybody has been pissed off today. What has happen? Is there a lack of sleep or something? I just don't understand why everybody has been so angry today. It's surprising. Luckily, it's vacation soon. That means that I get a break from all of this. I can't believe that I just got 6 mounts left at this place. Those things that have annoyed me in many years, is over in 6 mounts. It's gonna be wonderful!

OMG it's cold! It seems like nothing works when I need warmth. I'm turning the ovens at max, firing up the fireplace and pack myself in a blanket - it's still cold! People like me really does this, and it's torture to the valet. When firing in the fireplace doesn't work, we have our ovens on 24/7. That really take a lot of cash out from our pockets. Moreover, some politician want to increase the cost of electricity in the winter. That's like begging for money. Hopefully this doesn't happen.

I hate days like these. I'm not talking about that the entire day has been a speed bump (although it has), but days like this I just don't have anything to write. I feel like I got to write, even though I almost can't. There is just some things you gotta do when you don't have the resources to do so. It's not just about the blog, but let's say that you are, for instance, going to make a movie for a project at school. You can have great ambitions on how this movie is gonna be, but you need resources. I know that the needs of information is different than needing a camera, good ideas and people, but still it's sorta the same thing. Remember, the biggest and greatest ideas might come from the smallest thing excising. I just wrote a paragraph out from the sentence "I hate days like these". Just a simple, innocent sentence made a paragraph about resources.

All of a sudden I had something to write about. That's how to fix bad blogging days, ladies and gentlemen. You know, I was scared about starting to blog because I was afraid that it just was gonna make a big joke about myself. It didn't! I get good response from the blog, more and more people reads the blog - I'm doing fine! That's what I think at least. How do you think I'm doing it so far? Let me know in the comments.

Sadly, my creativity ends for tonight. So till next time I want you to take care of yourself. Just relax. Take it easy, and I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

I really need someone to read my blog. Shit. I bet none is reading this blog, and I'm just talking to myself. How funny is that? If someone are reading, then tell me how your halloween was. Did you sat down and watched a horror movie, trick or treating.. what? Tell me. I was just sitting down watching TV and shit. Like I didn't care, when I do. I hoped that someone could called or I had someone to call. God how boring it is to be on your own at all times.

By the way, what's "The Event" all about? I didn't got the entire message of what it was all about. It looked like on the trailer that there were some kind of a doomsday, but once again, what's it about? I don't know what it's about. Maybe I'll start watching it so I can get into it if it's great. Someone told me that this show is worth watching.

I think I'm going to improve my social life. Damn, it's boring to sit at a chair everyday. And I think everybody won't hang out with me or call because I've been saying "no" too many times. I'm stupid! I hope they'll hang out some time. Sitting inside doing homework or just being on Facebook isn't a lifestyle.

Hey, what's up with the christmas commercials? It's November 1th... It's not even close to xmas. I don't give a shit about xmas napkins at this time of the year. They should wait until december comes.

SHIT!!!! IT'S COLD!!!! Somethings really wrong with the whether... It feels like it's global cooling and not global warming. Because I'm freezing! I need a carpet... aaaah! The carpet is warm :'D. And The Event show is exciting. You know; I can watch an entire show without getting the point. A kid younger than me is literally asking questions about the movie during the entire movie. I'm glad he's not my friend, cause I can't live with that. Right now, I don't understand a shit about what's going on, but I still watch it, and I don't ask questions :'). I'm not annoying! Yay!

What the hell? Suddenly they all are bleeding from their noses. What the hell? Shit... I'm annoying. Another thing that annoying is the fact that none like my blogging, and hopefully video blogging. I'm actually hiding this webpage every time my mom crosses the screen. It's nothing to be ashamed of. It's a hobby, I love it, I'll keep doing it until I don't want to - people got to live with that!

I'm done, see you later!