Life of Bjoernar

Hi guys!

Have you ever woke up in the morning and NOT think about yesterdays mistakes? Especially when you should have, haven't you thought about it? I experienced this morning. Yesterday I was suppose to meat two of my best friends, Sofia and Lisa, but I was too exhausted to join them. I felt awful about it yesterday (after all, I said that I got to improve myself). Amazingly enough, I didn't think about it when I woke up this morning. I usually think about it for a long time feeling bad about it. Of course I feel bad about it, but life goes on. You can't stop living the day today if you can't accept yesterday. I will learn from this, but I just need to move on. Yes, it was a bad thing to do, but you can't get stuck in a situation and let your life pass by. Think about it.

If someone asks you in 20 years what you did as a youth, your answer shouldn't be "feeling bad". Bad things happen to every single person on earth (it does), just accept it. Some things are harder to get over than other, but don't get stuck in a small situation. I can meat my friends another day. It's not like it's the last possible day to meat them. I'm actually moving into the same city that one of my friends are living in. So it's definitely not the last time I see them. Therefore you might get over it easier, despite the fact that it was bad of me to not be exhausted I just have to get over it. I think I kinda did this morning.

Now you probably got the feeling of me being a baby, but very small things has been bothering me for a while in my life. Now I can accept it and move on.

Even though I'm over it, I'm sorry about not having the possibility to meat my friends.

So, I'm gonna tell you a little about the day tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm going to Sweden to be in the best alpine center I know about (in other words; the best I've been at).  I'm going there with three great friends. Linn (played/plays in a band with her), Per Kristian (a cool dude I've known for a while) and my best friend Mattias (wild drummer and friend). Anyway, I think we're gonna have a lot of fun despite my skiing skills. I'm telling you this once, and no more: I was not born with skies on my feet like (almost) all Norwegians has. Snowblades are hardcore, OK?! I taken time to learn anything else like Twin-tip or snowboard. So I'm riding safe on Snowblades, even though it's silly. Sorry, but it is.

We are kinda worried that we're not gonna get the enthusiasm and hyperactive tomorrow. Especially Linn and I. Nothing is like being hyperactive on a alpine trip. Well, Mattias doesn't need that actually. He is always hyperactive :-)! That's great, cause then he will go nuts when drinking caffeine.

In other words: tomorrow's gonna be great! :-)

I gotta pack for tomorrow, but make sure to stay tuned at my blog! :-)

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

Finally the vacation has started! OMG so wonderful! When I got home, there were nothing but positive energy. It surely is Christmas. Me and my dad decorated the Christmas three today, which made it look great. Manpower FTW! Ah, yeah; you can't deny the manpower! Look, sorry if todays blog is late. I got vacation, so I'm a little lazy + late. Who cares anyway, you guys are awesome!

Today I talked about this last year, and found out that a lot of things have change since last year. I've become more social, found myself even more and  found some purposes of life. I'm surprised about how much that can change just after a year. I've met a lot of great people, realized who I am and found out about small things like my religious view for instance. In 2009 I really wondered if I were Christian, and I also had a lot of confusion. Now I know what I want to know, sorta. The new things in life I need to learn now is how important responsibility becomes, what love is, how to organize my days and more.

Those kinda things are important to know later in your life, and it's great if you find out about it early. I've been chatting with a girl for a while now, and I look at myself as annoying. She doesn't think I'm annoying (at least she say so), but I think I am. Therefore, I can improve myself. How can I make myself feel like not being annoying? It's easy to know. Just fin those things you think is annoying, and change it (unless it changes you). Maybe that change who you are, and makes people like you more. I don't know. It's just something you have to try and see. I've started to think before saying things so I don't say a lot of lame things. I did that a lot in 2009. Trust me. I think that also came from me not finding myself. But know I know, and I talk more to people, so there's got to be something improved.

Hope you enjoy these type of blogs. If I know my audience right, this is what they want; according to the stats at least. Blogging isn't always the easiest thing to do, to be honest. You need to have something to write, the time to write and the effort to write. That's why it's been hard these last days. I've already told you why I didn't write some of the days. But the point is; blogging isn't the easiest thing to do without preparation. I'm just lucky that I've done a lot of the blog posts without even knowing what to write before starting. Still i got long blogs. That's how good I am. Just face it people! :-D

This blog would have been longer if I got to try Black Ops today, but I didn't, therefore the blog ends here. Anyway, I'm glad you stayed tuned like your gonna keep doing. I love you guys! <3

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

This day has been a little tiring. What else is it to say when the day is like this. I just feel like going to sleep.Why do I feel like going to sleep? I've just been through a day.What is it that are tiring us out? I bet you also feel this way sometimes.

Even though I'm just a teenager without any huge knowledges, I think the logical answer is involving noise, food and fresh air. People these days are surrounded with noise. Everyone is talking, screaming, yelling, playing loud music and so on. The noise in my case must be 14 other teenagers overreacting while playing Call of Duty. I just can't believe that they're screaming and yelling like a group of children that isn't getting any candy. No offence, but I can't believe it's possible.

Also I do not eat enough at lunch. I think that also brings the mood down. I just don't make my lunch in the morning, although I know that I'm gonna starve. It's more likely my fault that I starve all day. Still, I think more possibilities for buying food during the day, would help an ordinary teenager like me making it through the day. I'm not blaming anyone else than myself for not eating during the day, but I'm just saying it.

Fresh air is something every people in the world could need. Unfortunately, it's very cold outside. That's why I struggle to get fresh air. So I'm sitting inside for a lot of hours in a row. That's almost the same as begging to have a tiring day. So I got a lot of noise, (almost) no food and no fresh air during a day. I think that's why the day turned out like this.

Well I'm to tired to write more, but now you and I know how we're gonna avoid these tiring days. I'm not saying this is 100% right, but it's logical.

Try it, tell me if it works, and I'll see you later!