Life of Bjoernar

Hey guys.


I didn’t blog yesterday because of being ill. That’s why I’m publishing yesterdays blog today instead. 


Enjoy (I’ll be doing video blogs soon, for real!)

Hey guys!

Latest update from “sucky-town”! Yeah, I’m not very happy about the day today either. And guess what the reason is. Yup, it’s the social environment. Why can’t people behave these days. God, I can’t wait till I’m out of here. FInally getting into a new social environment, without jerks. Well, some jerks might be there. But not as many like here. Those at this town being a jerk, is being one large jerk. So when I move, I hope I only get to see people being a little bit of a jerk. Not like here. I shouldn’t expect to much, but still: it isn’t much needed to have a better social environment than here. Conclution: I wanna move away from here as soon as possible.

What else has happen today? ... OMG what’s that smell? Did someone take a shit on the floor or something. OMG. Whatever. I’m going to work out today (nah, that didn’t happen since I was ill). I really have gotten really serious about changing my life, obviously. I stop eating unhealthy, I work out and I’ve start denying things I would agree with. Like eating a burger. Some guy I know told me that it would be good with a burger now. I was like: “nah, I don’t think so”. What’s up with me? Am I really that serious about changing my life? I never though I would be THIS serious about getting in chape. I’m gonna try my best to get in shape, if I’m not getting close to my brother. My brother is a bodybuilder-holic-ist. I’ll never get like him, and I don’t want to. I wanna get really good in shape, but not like a bodybuilder. 

I didn’t tell you that I’ve written all of this on the bus. Yep, I haven’t even started my day after work yet. Ah, it’s good to have a lot of content early. It’s so stressing when needing to write good blogs in an hour or something because I’m going to bed. So it’s great to write something on the bus, unless someone is watching. Even though it’s going online anyway, I don’t wanna show my content to anyone before it’s up. 

Hey you all!

This day has been good and bad at the same time. Today I’ve realized how arrogant it’s possible to become, and how annoyed it’s possible to get. Trust me, people can make fun of you when they’re winning. That’s arrogant and annoying. Well, it’s not my life. It’s your own fault that I don’t like you. I’m the boss of my own life. Make fun of me if you like, but I won’t like you any more for that reason. Remember this; you’re also far from perfect. A little moment of payback right there. :-)

You guys have no idea how much I’m looking forward to move. I want a little more independence than I got right now. The liberty I need isn’t here. I need some other place to live to find the independence and freedom I need. Although I’m taking care of myself now, I want to have more responsibility. I want to be able to go out for a movie without checking if it’s alright.

I also think the social environment is very different from where I’m living right now. I hope it is, really. I don’t like how the social environment is where I live right now. There are always someone who wants to bother another. Everybody knows everybody and there isn’t a lot of privacy when something happens. I don’t like that. I don’t need to know everybody who’s driving by. I don’t need other people to care about every thing I do.

The place I’m moving to is a place where everybody don’t know everybody. The entire city doesn’t know about my private stuffs. I just wanna be another person on the sidewalk. That’s why I love the city as much as I do. I can’t wait!! :-D

Hope you got a little peek of my day today. :-)

Hey guys!

I know that this day has been exhausting. I almost falls to sleep at the couch right now. I gotta do this blog, then read some for a test, then take a power-nap. I’m glad it’s only 7 weeks till the easter. After the easter it’s almost no work what so ever. Also, the last exams are after the easter. I can’t wait till I get out of here.

OMG. That’s the lousiest wedding waltz I’ve ever seen. Actually, that’s the lousiest wedding party I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry for saying this, but I didn’t like the wedding party on the TV. I’m glad it’s only on TV... even though it’s a reality show. If I were in that jury, I would be really disappointed. The jury on TV are saying that their wedding went perfectly, so it might just be me who’s watching this from a different angle. I’ve never actually been to a wedding, so I don’t know if Norwegian weddings are like that. I like the more exclusive weddings (as seen on TV).

I ate dinner at my neighbor today. It’s really nice to be invited for dinner by the neighbor. She’s a great cook, I gotta say that. It’s nice to eat some dinner, have a conversation and just take a break from all the stress I have been through lately. She’s Swedish as well, so the food just tastes better. :-)

Wow... power-napping is dangerous. I was writing on the blog, and I fell a sleep. Apparently I need to get some more sleep. I’m off to bed now. ;-)

Hope you enjoyed the short update. :-D

Hey guys!

I just finished the last touches of the application that’s gonna make me move away from here. Finally I can feel it happen for real. It’s only 7 weeks of hard work before I can look forward to moving. I can’t wait. I’ve been looking forward to this moment for way too long.

I got a little late at blogging today because I’ve worked all day. Therefore you must apologize the length of this blog. It’s the final day of February, so I guess I’ll be blogging harder the next month. This month I’ve gotten some large numbers of viewers I don’t know where comes from. It doesn’t make any sense. It don’t seem like the numbers increases the views of the blogposts, but it says that the number has increased. Obviously, this month has been the most viewed month of my blog. I can’t believe it. Where do you guys come from?

Well, that’s a short update of my day. Enjoy yours. :D

Hey guys!

So today I’ve been sad, angry and hasn’t felt good at all what so ever. I hate those days. Now I gotta read for the second presentation I got tomorrow. I didn’t do the presentation today, so I still got two presentations left. Why is it so hard to do the presentations at time? I don’t like it. Something’s always in the way. It annoys me a lot. I wanna do the presentations quickly so I don’t have to be nervous anymore. I don’t know why I’m getting nervous for a presentation when I’ve done it a hundred times. Lol. I’m a strange human being.

Well, I sent an application that’s gonna make me move away. Hurray!

You know, I can’t talk right now. I need to focus on my carrier and my life. Bye.. :D

Hey you!

Today has been a quite good start of the week, despite all the task that has to be done. There’s a lot of things that has to be done by the end of this week, and I can feel the stress and the doubt of getting everything ready and perfect at time. That’s just an average feeling of a week. Nothing different than any other week.

I’m gonna be at the World Championship for dogsledding by the way. I have to. Obviously I don’t have a choice. If I see an American film crew, I’m gonna ask for an autograph... randomly. I just want a piece of America. I got some newspapers my cousin in USA used to wrap the Christmas present in. Yeah, I’m a weirdo. It’s just that I want to move to the United States really badly. I think the USA is the best country ever existing.

Today or tomorrow I’m gonna fill in an application I’ll use for moving away from here. If they accept the application, I’m able to move away from where I live. Ah, it’s gonna be great. I can’t take this place anymore. I really hope I got what it takes to be able to move.

I’m sorry for the short blog, but I got some tasks I have to do. I didn’t actually have time to write, but I kinda did anyway. I’m gonna write early tomorrow so you can get a better blog tomorrow (the first day of February). I’m gonna beat my stats in February even though it’s a couple of days missing in February. Well, tomorrow I’m perhaps going to a class of writing, so if I’m going, I will be sharing some experiences with you guys.

Anyway, I’ll see you around!

Hi. I'm sorry for not blogging since Sunday. I've had a lot to do. It's hard to blog every single day, but I promise to blog more. If only my video blog could be up and going, then it would be better. I'm gonna try making an introduction video this weekend perhaps, and start on Monday. I can't write long blog posts every single day. Hope you'll understand.

Anyway, as I said, it's been a lot to do these days. I got a lot of tasks that needs to be done, and I don't have any time off at all. But that's life.

Lol, I just reed on Facebook:

2010: "Lol, JK"
2011: "OH NO, hold my.."
2012: Some joke about being alive

Haha, I literally laughed my ass off. That's so true. Lol.

I tries boxing/kickboxing today. It was fun. I really want to sign up for kickboxing or something. It's extremely fun, it's interesting and it's a great way to work out. I wanna sign up, now. I'm signed up for weightlifting at a gym, but it's not as fun and motivating as kickboxing/boxing. I've tried martial arts before, but I didn't get very good at it. This is caused by not being at practices at all time. That's when I was younger. If I could try boxing/kickboxing, then yay! I've tried different sports like soccer, martial arts, weightlifting and some other things, but nothing is more fun than boxing. That's my opinion.

Unfortunately, it's a long way to closest gym for boxing/kickboxing. When you live at the place I do, it's a long way to everything. It's a long drive for clothes, decent food, activities +++. It's annoying. Luckily, I'm going to move close to these "treasures". I can't wait till I move. My mom and my grandma is helping me finding a new apartment that's pretty central to what I need. I hope it's gonna be greater than living here. Lol. Besides the nature, it's crap. :)

Well, I guess this is it for today. Sorry that you've been waiting so long. I hope it's gonna be better in February. See ya!

Hi!

Sorry for not blogging yesterday, but I was editing the commercial. I got my Macbook the day before yesterday, and I love it! It's the greatest thing I've ever touched. I love the entire computer, and I can't say how much I admire it. I love Macbook! Right now, my brothers here. Yay. It's a long time he's been home. It's great to have him here.

By the way, today I bought some food you just put in the microwave and eat. The one I bought was actually pretty good. I was surprised. Normally, it tastes like crap. This time it tasted great. I've underestimated "pre-done food". Some of it tastes really, really good. Amazing, that's the word.

I got the results from my exams today. I did pretty well. I just need to work a little more if I'm gonna accomplish what I'm suppose to do. I'm really motivated to do it well this last 6 months before moving. I'm gonna work hard everyday, and do whatever it takes to accomplish my goals. I think it would be better to video blog in that case, so I got more content. I seriously don't know what to write everyday, so I think video blogging would do it.

That's my day... yeah. You see? I got no content at all.I gotta start video blogging, for sure!

Hi guys!

Today it's been another day of examination, so it's two down and two to go! Otherwise, this day has been so weird. Yeah, well Bjørnar, that's not new... that's what you probably gonna say, but sorry for not having any other way to put it. All I got to say about this day is: "Don't lie to me, and don't show me something that's crap". Seriously, just cut the crap. First of all; someone lies to me just not to hang together. Yeah, thanks... Second of all; don't pretend that you are someone you're not + let shitty thing be shitty. God. It's just annoying to watch people being so... ARGH! I can't take this place anymore. Just 6 months left, thank God.

Oh, thank the one letting the TV stay on standby :-). What would we have done if we didn't have remotes? Every person in the world would be fit :-D. Come on, standing up from the couch just to adjust the sound and change the channel? That's ridiculous. Long live the remote! <3

I don't know what it is, but there are something that makes me NOT wanting to go to the prom. My vest hasn't got here yet and something else makes me wanna stay home. I just don't know what it it. It's weird. Yes, everything is weird. Stop mocking me, lol.

I promised a review today, and I'll give one. The video I'm reviewing today is the video with focus on the creating of Facebook, called "The Social Network". The Social Network is a pretty long movie about the finding of Facebook and the friendship Mark Zuckerberg and his new collages. It's a great storyboard, but I kinda lost track in the movie at some points. It's an interesting story about how the Facebook was created and what happen during the creation. I actually realized a lot of things that's needed to build such an incredible company (or site).  I don't know what else to say, I liked it very much! Rating from 1-10, I'll give it a 9. I just don't know who else I'm gonna describe that it was a good movie, and I liked it.

I was just thinking about what I'm gonna do to celebrate the fact that I'm moving. I mean: I gotta celebrate the day I'm moving. That's why I'm making a huge list of what I gotta do to celebrate it. It's kinda like Earl's Karma list, except that it's about my moving and not about Karma. I just want to give it a recognition because I've been dreaming for that day for a very long time. You gotta celebrate something you've been thinking about for some time. It's like achieving something. You celebrate your achievements, don't you? You graduate high school for instance, you would celebrate that somehow, wouldn't you? You have no idea how much I've been looking forward to this. You know, only by thinking about today, I know how much I want to move. These things I've been through today happens every single day. I actually believe that I'll enjoy living in another area.

Well, that's it for today. But stay tuned; I'll be back!

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

Today has been a lazy day. Today I've been in the woods looking for a Christmas tree with my dad and my neighbor. We found a tree that we could use, eventually. It was kinda fun. There was a guy in a tractor who drove by when we were there. We was like: "Please don't notice us!". I don't know why we thought like that. I guess we hate being yelled at. I don't think my dad thought like me and my neighbor though. After that I've been lying on the couch watching vlogs and chill out. That's what Sundays are all about; chilling out!

Unfortunately, tomorrow won't be a chill day. The first exam out of five exams is tomorrow. It's gonna be good to get done with the exams, but still it's kinda exhausting. When I do the exams, I get a little voice in my head saying: "You're almost done!". That means that I'm soon gonna move. You have NO idea have much I've been looking forward to that day. OK, perhaps you know. I've wanted to move away from this place for a while, to be honest. I just don't think this social and nature environment is something for me. Even though I feel lucky to live in a beautiful nature environment that I do, I don't think it's the environment that makes me comfortable. I'm more into being in the city/urban environment. It's not exactly the most urban environment I live in right now. The biggest urban thing here is "gangstas". Well, the only thing I can say is: "Live like you want, as long as it's you". Besides that, I don't even care what people think they are. On the other hand, it's good that they try different styles.

Do you know why? The reason is that we, the young once, are gonna control the world. That's why it's important that we don't stay with the same style all the time. Try something new, that's how you develop. If a community stayed exactly the same generation after generation, then no one want to move to into that community and people won't stay there. That's why I think kids should try different styles and see what fits them the most, like the gangsta style. Obviously that's been a big thing here. I've tried it myself. I didn't like it, it wasn't like me and it didn't feel right. That's why I've found the style that's me.

I think the curiosity of styles is important for the youths because they are finding them self. If it doesn't work, then they know and try something else. That's what's great. The style they automatically has been raised in might not be as interesting as something else. After that, they find out that what they grew up in isn't them. I've realized that the style I grew up in isn't me, so I've learned. I grew up in a style I can't name. Seriously, I almost didn't listen to music what so ever when I was a kid. If I did, I can't remember. Later I wanted to try different music instruments, so I think that's when my curiosity of style started. After trying a lot of instruments, my style became more like a hard rocker dressed in black and so on. No, not emo. When I had that style for a couple of years I wanted to try something else to see if that was more like me. That's when "gangsta" came into picture. It didn't take long before I realized that gangsta wasn't me. That's why I had to change fast. So that's when I develop to what I am today. I'm still developing. My style is slowly, but surely developing itself. That's just a part of our life. I bet your parents tried a lot of different things when they were young. This is not a new thing.

I hope all of this isn't just rubbish. I really want to share my experiences, my thoughts and my ideas with you. I really like doing this. When I wake up in the morning, I think: "Hm, what am I gonna blog about today?". So I'm looking forward to blog everyday. I used to just play games, hang on the internet doing nothing and just waste my life. Of course I had my guitar, but there were no one to play with. So by discover Charles Trippy and Shay Carl, I got into video blogging. I haven't started yet, but the idea and the inspiration made me start blogging. I think blogging is a beginning for my video blogging. Before I can get into video blogging, I got to experience how the text blogging is. What's relevant to blog about, how is it etc. I don't think my video blogging would succeed if I jumped right at it. I don't know how Charles Trippy and Shay Carl could do it so great from the first shoot. Whatever: this is my start! If I succeed with the video blogging, my number one recommendation to others who want to video blog is to start text blogging. But I got to make sure it works, otherwise I can't say that blogging is worth it. I think the blogging sets the sails for video blogging.

• I want to take a moment to thank Charles Trippy and Shay Carl for being such a great influence, and thanks to whatever made me start blogging! :-)

Hi guys!

OMG, I have this HUGE stomach pain right now. I really don't really fell well to be honest. But nothing's gonna stop me from blogging (except homework, which often happens). I actually think that these pains that I have comes from stress at school. Seriously. I woke up, and I were so freaking stressed about all the things that needed to be done. And the next thing I know, I'm spending almost the entire day in the bed. How sweet. Thanks a lot. I can't blame the school neither. They just want me to learn. I know I got to work as hard as I can to get where I want in life, but I don't know if I have to suffer for it. Maybe I should just talk to my teacher about it and see what I thinks.

Change of subject; Christmas is coming! Wo-ho! What do you wish this Christmas? Don't say "All I Want for Christmas is You", cause then I'm gonna have to puke. Just kidding. It would be nice, but your gift might be ruined if we break up. So just... don't want me. LOL, that sounds weird. You better wish for a whistling pinwheel instead. Those are awesome, especially for The Annoying Orange : ). Look at him, he's so happy ( and annoying... : ) )!

OMG, the days are really boring without a guitar. I haven't played my guitar since... I don't know! OMG! Just because my 1st string is broken, I can't have a normal day... NO!!!! Why can't they sell guitar strings a little closer to where I live? I got to drive like 160 km (almost 100 miles) just to get guitar strings. Okey, maybe 140 km... But it's almost the same. It's hard to be a musician in a small town like this. Almost NO ONE knows how to play, and it's almost impossible to fix problems around here. I can't wait till I move. It's just 7 mounts till I can prepare myself to move. Unbelievable. 7 mounts. The time is running away from me. But that's life. You got to move on with it. You can't stay at one point forever, at least not in this case.

Wow, my blog just got bigger because of the picture. Creepy. But what difference does it make when I don't have anything else to add. I'm a little disappointed at myself. I don't write a lot on my blog these days. I got to find something I can write, or my blog will die. Which it's probably already is.

But who cares, the blog is going to be standing until I might get arrested for blogging. Which is never happening.

But I'll see you later!