Life of Bjoernar

Yeah, I’m a little pissed today. Sorry about my language.

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Hey guys.


I didn’t blog yesterday because of being ill. That’s why I’m publishing yesterdays blog today instead. 


Enjoy (I’ll be doing video blogs soon, for real!)

Hey guys!

Latest update from “sucky-town”! Yeah, I’m not very happy about the day today either. And guess what the reason is. Yup, it’s the social environment. Why can’t people behave these days. God, I can’t wait till I’m out of here. FInally getting into a new social environment, without jerks. Well, some jerks might be there. But not as many like here. Those at this town being a jerk, is being one large jerk. So when I move, I hope I only get to see people being a little bit of a jerk. Not like here. I shouldn’t expect to much, but still: it isn’t much needed to have a better social environment than here. Conclution: I wanna move away from here as soon as possible.

What else has happen today? ... OMG what’s that smell? Did someone take a shit on the floor or something. OMG. Whatever. I’m going to work out today (nah, that didn’t happen since I was ill). I really have gotten really serious about changing my life, obviously. I stop eating unhealthy, I work out and I’ve start denying things I would agree with. Like eating a burger. Some guy I know told me that it would be good with a burger now. I was like: “nah, I don’t think so”. What’s up with me? Am I really that serious about changing my life? I never though I would be THIS serious about getting in chape. I’m gonna try my best to get in shape, if I’m not getting close to my brother. My brother is a bodybuilder-holic-ist. I’ll never get like him, and I don’t want to. I wanna get really good in shape, but not like a bodybuilder. 

I didn’t tell you that I’ve written all of this on the bus. Yep, I haven’t even started my day after work yet. Ah, it’s good to have a lot of content early. It’s so stressing when needing to write good blogs in an hour or something because I’m going to bed. So it’s great to write something on the bus, unless someone is watching. Even though it’s going online anyway, I don’t wanna show my content to anyone before it’s up. 

If you check out the dictionary, how do they define the word «friend»? How do you define the word friend? A friend means so much. There are good friends. There are bad friends. There are people who’s more than a friend, and those who’s less than being a friend. How do you know where on the scale your friend is?

This is a question I’m still finding difficult to answer. Still, I think I know what’s required to be a good friend. A real friend is the one waiting for you, showing sympathy or empathy, hanging out with you not because of something you have +++. But what if a friend is choosing another guy over you? What if your good friend always calls another guy, asks to hang out with him/her instead of you or something that I mentioned previously? Is that a good friend? I know a guy who does that. He does it towards me. One of my friends calls another guy, hangs out with him, giving him care and just being a better friend to another guy. He had described me as a good friend, but what the heck? If I were a good friend, he would have called me, and cared a little more.

I know I just wrote a great blog about me not being appreciative, but the limit gotta be somewhere. But help me figure this out: no one actually calls me. No one is calling just talk. Is it just me being in the wrong social environment? Luckily, there is someone who cares. The weirdest thing about that rare fact is that they are girls. My female friends are so much nicer to me. I do have male friends to, but the girls care more. Well, it speaks for itself. Girls are more caring.

I hope things will improve when I’m moving. Maybe I’m getting into a better social environment than I’m living in right now. Obviously it’s all about being like everyone else at this place. So at the end of the blog I wanna take a moment to thank those of my friends who isn’t an @*!. :-)

Hey y’all. :D

How are you? Sorry for not blogging these last couple of days. I’ve been celebrating my birthday and just being extremely tired. Yeah, my birthday was at March 15. The problem with birthdays is the money. What am I going to spend the money on? I got no clue. Well, actually I was thinking of buying a DJ-vinyl mixer kinda thing. I could need one of those.

I tried to do some improvements on my English skills. It turns out: my English sucks! Seriously, there were a lot of words I had a hard time with. Like saying the past-term of «to be». Things are way different than I imagine. God, my English sucks. I really gotta do an effort to make it better.

You know what. Today I got to think of an important thing. Even though I hate the social environment, there are actually some people that puts a smile to my face everyday. I’m, obviously, only thinking of the bad things in this town. I got friends. I got people who cares about me. And even if it only was one person standing there for me, I should be more appreciative. I got friends who’s waiting for me if I’m a little late. I got friends who cares about what I do. I’m not appreciating my friends enough. I gotta love them some more! :D

Right now I better clean up the mess in my room, so it’s possible to breath and move tomorrow. Oh, I didn’t tell you? I’m having a «gaming night» here tomorrow. It’s gonna be me, some of my closest friends and the computer. Oh yeah, we’re playing Call of Duty. Watch out world, here we come! Well, I suck at COD. But the most important thing is the fun during the gaming. I think it’s gonna be great. I’m just gonna need some transportation help to move a TV, a xbox, a computer, a sound-system and my awesomeness. Yeah, my awesomeness gonna be there tomorrow night. :)

I’m in a hurry, so I gotta go. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed todays blog as much as I loved writing it. :)

Hey you all!

This day has been good and bad at the same time. Today I’ve realized how arrogant it’s possible to become, and how annoyed it’s possible to get. Trust me, people can make fun of you when they’re winning. That’s arrogant and annoying. Well, it’s not my life. It’s your own fault that I don’t like you. I’m the boss of my own life. Make fun of me if you like, but I won’t like you any more for that reason. Remember this; you’re also far from perfect. A little moment of payback right there. :-)

You guys have no idea how much I’m looking forward to move. I want a little more independence than I got right now. The liberty I need isn’t here. I need some other place to live to find the independence and freedom I need. Although I’m taking care of myself now, I want to have more responsibility. I want to be able to go out for a movie without checking if it’s alright.

I also think the social environment is very different from where I’m living right now. I hope it is, really. I don’t like how the social environment is where I live right now. There are always someone who wants to bother another. Everybody knows everybody and there isn’t a lot of privacy when something happens. I don’t like that. I don’t need to know everybody who’s driving by. I don’t need other people to care about every thing I do.

The place I’m moving to is a place where everybody don’t know everybody. The entire city doesn’t know about my private stuffs. I just wanna be another person on the sidewalk. That’s why I love the city as much as I do. I can’t wait!! :-D

Hope you got a little peek of my day today. :-)

Hi guys!

OMG, it's so hard to blog sometimes. I don't have enough time to blog after my vacation ended. That we don't like. I should really get my video blog going, because then I can tape it, and then I got what I need to create a full blog. Then my blogs might be good actually, comparing this one. My blog posts has been extremely short these days, and that boughters me. If anyone of you got some good tips of getting started with a video blog, let me know. I really need help, now! Text blogging everyday is harder than I realized, but I got to get myself into challanges to learn. I'm learning a lot from this. It's not easy to do a blog every single day, and sometimes you just feel the pressure coming towards you. I guess I think that you expect a blog post every day. After all, it was named "my everyday blog" until I change the name for various reasons. Anyway, I hope to get some respons from you. No one of you ever talk...

So today is based on working MAO and nothing else. I've been working from 9 AM to just resently. That's how much I care about succeeding. Did I spell that right? God, it's hard to be sure without a translator when you're not English. What the heck, you understand anyway. back to topic, I gotta make a presentation tomorrow and I think I'm ready to do it with glare. When I'm going to have presentations, I really focus hard to make them great so it's not gonna put me into a mess. Get a task, do it right and get out of there with a smile and a feeling of success. That's the way it's done. Luckily, it isn't a very long presentation. But a presentation is a presentation; it has to be good at anytime, any cost.

Speaking of costs, I'm really looking forward to try out my Macbook Pro. I hope it's arriving soon. What bouthers me a lot is that the mail is so slow. We don't get what we order until a long time afterwards. WHy can't they keep their promises? What's so hard about that? They say the weather is making delays... dude, it's not even snowing, and it isn't cold. Get your ... moving! LOL, new way to censur things. Anyway, the mailman is slow - that's the way the world is. Don't you get annoyed when your package don't arrive at time? It's freaking annoying. I ordered my Macbook Pro yesterday, so I can't complain yet. But I know that they're gonna be slow. Slow, slow, slow. I'm not gonna work as a mailman later... it's just hatred coming towards them o.O.

I was going to make you a demo of a song I've learned, but I didn't get to do that yet. One of my friends (one of my hot friends... grrr) really wants me to do it soon. Poor thing, she's been waiting for a while now. God, I'm slow. Maybe I should become a mailman...? Anyway, I hope I can record it (in audio and in video) so I can share it with you guys. I love sharing. Sharing is fun.

I read this funny pickup line, it said: "You need a place to stay? I got a big room available in my heart". It was kinda funny, and kinda cute at the same time. I don't know why I'm telling you it, but it's just a random thing I came across.

I'm kinda thinking og getting out of town this weekend, just to get myself some fresh air. Some real, urban air. I kinda miss the city a bit. As you know from my previous post, I like the urban environment better. It don't know why, but I do. Duuuuh. :-D

God, did I write that?

I just came across something: I'm saying things like "God, I'm lucky", "OMG", "God, help me" when I'm not even Christian. No, I'm not a jew, muslim, buddhist or a hindu. I'm a humanist (there is another word for it, but it's a part of the IHEU). I don't believe in God. I guess it's become a part of our daily language, so it's hard NOT to day it. Well, that's just what I gotta live with. x)

Wow. this was intens writing... I just wrote something, and it became a blog post of today. Well, here it is. Hope you enjoyed it, so stay tuned, comment, subscribe, do whatever you want - the only think that's important is that you come back!

I'll see you later!