Life of Bjoernar

Hey you!

Today I had to do some assignments that has to be done by tomorrow, so I’m kinda stressed a little. I sat down for a moment and thought about how much I actually care about my future. I’m working my ... off just to have a good carrier. It’s like nothing else than my future matters, but that’s not entirely true. A carrier isn’t the place you seek happiness, but it’s a part of your happiness. I feel that I have to get a good carrier to have a good life, but that doesn’t make sense. Love to friends and family is where happiness comes from. Doing what you want is where happiness comes from.

The carrier should only be a part of surviving, but in my case it’s more than that. I know I can be happy without having a great carrier, but my brain obviously doesn’t. I’m not gonna stop getting a good carrier, but the fear of not becoming happy if I don’t have a good carrier is there. That’s why I’m working as much as I do. I can’t remember the last time I played my XBOX for instance.

I’m not complaining, but I’m sharing information you need. Your carrier isn’t everything, but it is a part of it. My biggest ambitions is to move to the United States of America. I don’t need the best carrier in the world to be able to move there. My point is: your happiness doesn’t come from your carrier, but do your best to get a good one. After saying all of this, I won’t change the way of working. I’m gonna succeed, but if I don’t do it well, I’m not gonna let that ruin my happiness. You get it? It’s the «after-effect» I don’t want to fear. That’s the main point.

Seriously, I checked flight ticket costs yesterday to Phoenix, Arizona. I checked the costs of hotels and I was about to search for apartments until I understood that it’s crazy to start searching now. I’m not sure if I wanna stay in Phoenix, but I searched it anyway. I’ve been to Phoenix, Arizona and it’s damn hot. Anyway, I’m kinda excited about the wish of moving to USA. What I’m probably will do is to move there for a year, go back to Norway for a year and if I miss the USA (which I probably will), I’ll move back. I don’t wanna move immediately if it seems like I ain’t gonna like it.

Argh, I can’t stop thinking about the video blogging. I gotta start soon. Why haven’t I started yet? I wanna vlog, now! I gotta find a name for the vlog if I’m gonna start. I can’t call it «Bjoernars vlog», I’m not satisfied with that. No one has participated to the contest of finding a name. Well, no one wants to win. If you have an idea, comment on «Win a Secret». I think I posted it in January. I was thinking about calling it Brilliant! , but there was some sort of an art group with that name before. I don’t know if it’s legal to use that kind of name if someone else has had it. Give me suggestions!!!

Well, that’ it for today. Stay tuned for more, and I’ll catch up with you.
 

Hey you guys!

Today has been a very good day. The weather was nice, the mood was alright and I’ve been relaxing a lot this last day of a great weekend. I’ve been hanging around on my mac and watching skiing on TV. The qualification for the World Championship in Holmenkollen, Norway was today. That’s why I watched it. Just because I don’t have anything else to do. It kinda gave me the temptation to go skiing. I don’t know why. My weightlifting training isn’t going that well, so I kinda wanted to find something else to do. I want to maybe dance, box or go skiing. That’s more motivating than weightlifting for me right now. I need to get into some pattern if I’m gonna be able to weight-lift later. I’m used to not having a pattern for being active. Therefore, it’s hard to jump right into it at once. I guess I gotta make some routines if I’m gonna succeed with the weightlifting/bodybuilding. I’m not sure how much weightlifting I should do anyway. I don’t wanna become a large monster or something. I just wanna be in shape. Maybe weightlifting isn’t the activity I’m looking for if I only want to be in shape. The main motivation for weightlifting is because my brother does it, but his goals is more different than mine. You know where I’m going with this?

Having fun gives results

I believe the best results comes from activities you enjoy. You might enjoy lifting weights like I do when being motivated, but if you aren’t motivated, it’s hard to get results. When I lift weights, the motivation and fun I see is when being able to lift a special amount of weight. I gotta be honest; I don’t see any results on my body after weightlifting. The reason might be that I have such a lot of space between each session, but the point is the same. The reason for that reason is that there’s no one there to work out with me. It’s extremely demotivating and boring to work out alone. The only one being there while working out is Metallica. Lol. I listen to the album «Load» while working out. Don’t worry, I bought the CD. I don’t steal music, and you shouldn’t either. Anyway, back to main topic. I enjoyed the first session I had of boxing, so maybe the problem for the motivation is that it needs to be funny/enjoyable. I do enjoy weightlifting, yes, but I don’t enjoy it as much as boxing. Boxing seems really fun. If boxing were available where I live right now, I would be doing that instead of weightlifting. It doesn’t, so I’m lifting weights instead. That’s the only activity I’m available for. I don’t wanna play soccer. I don’t wanna play bandy. I wanna lift weights, dance or box. That leaves me a choice of none. Therefore, I have to find motivation for weightlifting and make some results out of it.

The Norwegian Parliament

By the way, I wanna tell you something about this week. This week I signed myself into a political party for youths this week. I’ve been considering it for a while, but haven’t done it until this week. If someone asked me a year ago if I wanted to sign in, the answer would be «no». There is a lot happening during a year. All of a sudden I start engaging myself into politics, enjoying art, getting up early in the morning... what’s happening to me?! I wonder what’s made me become this way. A lot of those I know doesn’t give a damn about anything. I don’t care if they aren’t politically engaged, but I can’t understand why I am. I guess I just wanna express what I mean about the topics within politics.

I gotta change the layout... this doesn’t look good.

Well, that’s it for today. Stay tuned for more!