Life of Bjoernar

Hi guys!

The day today has been nothing but a celebrating of the vacation. I've slept long, been chilling with my XBOX and just enjoying having vacation. Ah, it's good! That's what Christmas is about; doing what you want.

Still, I know I got a lot to do. First of all; I'm making a song. Second of all; I gotta prepare a Christmas gift. Last, but not least; I need to relax. These things is very important for me to do :-). I'll check if I get time to the gift afterwards. But you might wonder what kind of song I'm making. It's actually all about an experiment. I'm gonna try to auto tune myself, so I need a beat. It's easier to hear if I have a beat to work with. I thought it might be fun. Also, some of my friends probably would need it for their songs. Even though they aren't interested at all and got no enthusiasm for it, I need to be prepared. Some days they are very enthusiastic, and some days they aren't giving a damn inch about it. But if they're coming, I can't just say that I don't have anything new. There is just somethings in life you gotta do even if it doesn't have any purpose.

I kinda feel like an outsider sometimes. Some of my friends are gonna party this Christmas, but I'm not because I don't drink. I'm proud of not drinking, but the negative thing about that is that you're left alone when the other once are having fun. That's what confusing. To make one thing clear; I will not start drinking just to not become an outsider - h*** no! But, do you feel my confusion? If only there were a way I could feel like an insider and still not drink... Besides; you don't have to drink to have fun or to be social. In addition of that statement, there are a lot of kids who only party to show others that they're so cool by drinking. OMG. But honestly, I'll rather stay away from alcohol than trying to not be an outsider. Of course it's hard to be an outsider when you know that your friends are having fun without you, and calling you in the middle of the night during being drunk. I usually never answer those calls, because it hurts a lot! I don't wanna drink. I don't wanna be drunk, but what I want is to be looked at in the same way as the other once. Obviously it's not cool to hang around with a guy who says no to alcohol. My friends and I loose contact since I'm not at any parties. OMG it's so frustrating. I know when these parties are, so I'm gonna turn off my cell those days.

I'm not changing my life for being a part of something, even though it hurts. You shouldn't either.

 That's the only bad thing about Christmas; being an outsider. Besides that, it's all about enjoying the moments. Family, food, joy and more. That's what matters the most at Christmas. Of course it's too bad that I'm an outsider, but it's like a black corn in the white sand - you barely notice it. I don't think about it when I have all of the other joy at Christmas. That was a very random example, but still it makes sense... right?

Anyway, I'm done for today. Hope this were a great blog despite the fact that it's short. I need some time to make them long again, so I hope your satisfied with todays blog.

I'll see you later!

Hi guys!

I've been sick today as well, so I haven't done anything huge. I've been lying on the sofa playing XBOX 360 and eating yogurt. So the entire day is based on trying to taking it easy. If you have felt the same as I have, you'll understand.

My weekend really started early. This weekend it's just gonna be me and my dad eating Mexican or something (I guess). Traditions is sometimes hard to break. That's why it's Mexican almost every Saturday. I haven't talked to him since Tuesday, so I don't know if it's just me and him or what. Whatever, I'm gonna have a great weekend. I got an exam on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, so I really need a good weekend. That way I can give everything I got. I think I need to get some sleeping routines this weekend, so I don't wake up at 11 AM at my exam.

Have you ever missed an exam because you've slept too long? I thought it might be fun to ask if someone has so I can know how it is. I haven't done it, I'm not gonna do it, but still I wanna know. It gotta be a bad feeling when you wake up at examination day and notice that your three hours late (for instance). What happens if you don't show up? You get an F? Gives you grade based on your earlier performances? Sorry guys, I'm curious! I'm not gonna do it, trust me. That's the last thing I would done. Seriously. You have no idea about how much I care about my future.

By the way, I've been playing Grand Theft Auto: The Ballad of Gay Tony a lot today. When I was playing, I were noticing that it's much harder than Grand Theft Auto IV. I've been having the game for a long time, but I think it's much harder than the first GTA IV version. Also, I find this version of Grand Theft Auto more fun. How is that possible? I thought this version of GTA just was a experiment. After my opinion, it's better. The weapons are cooler, cars are sweeter and it's cool to be Luis Lopez than Niko Belic. I don't know why it's cooler to use Luis Lopez, but I'm getting kinda tired of Niko Belic. When you're done doing the missions on GTA IV, your done. There is nothing else fun to do else than running around like an idiot, getting arrested and so on. The missions with Luiz Lopez on the other hand are possible to do even though you've completed the game. You can easily go back and complete the missions 100%. There are a couple of requirements the mission need to complete the mission a 100%. That's fun. If you haven't got the game Grand Theft Auto: Episodes from Liberty City (which contains "The Ballad of Gay Tony" and "The Lost and Damned") - get it! It's totally worth it. You'll notice that the game experience gets better. That's what I think and I suppose you do as I tell you, don't you? ;-)

Other thing I noticed when being sick today is that some Norwegian TV-channels really need improvements. There is one of the TV-channels that really should get a medal for being amateurish called NRK. It's the oldest TV-channel in Norwegian TV history, but isn't something to admire. I'm almost getting embarrassed by watching that channel, because they need to improve so much. Some of the hosts are being incredibly fake and old-school. Old-school is kinda OK, but that they're being fake? Oh no, not good. They're like "and now that's coming. And now this is coming. We're gonna visit a little fellow called Larry - he's a frog". I'm getting incredibly embarrassed. Also, one of the times when they we're doing the news, they had a reporter in Russia or something. He wasn't using ordinary cameras like they use during an interview. He was using a webcam. Come on, a webcam?! Oh that's embarrassing. Sorry for being ruff, but unfortunately this is true. They seemed kinda proud about using a webcam on the news, like it were a very huge improvement in todays technology. Well, it's kinda old and lousy. I'm not making a fool out of NRK, but I'm just saying that this channel need improvements. If I'm the only one that feels that this channel is like this, sorry, but this is how I see it. If you have been watching NRK in Norway sometime (or do it everyday), tell me if you agree. I'm only saying all of this to give you NRKs impression on me. It's me, I'm critical at a silver box I watch every day. :-)

All I'm about is giving you information, tips, advises and so on. I'm not into making other things look bad. This is what I think somebody thinks I'm doing since I'm telling what's bad about something else. My opinions should be compared to reviews instead of making others look bad. Don't get wrong impression about me. I don't want to hurt anyone. :-)

Well that's it for todays blog. Please stay tuned for tomorrows blog, take care and I'll see you later! :-)